Lyrics
Restricted by my anxiety
Feeling confined and limited by anxiety
Each day is the same
Experiencing a repetitive and monotonous daily routine
I can't be set free
Unable to break free from the constraints imposed by anxiety
The question keeps on taunting me
Contemplating the fundamental question of the possibility of existence
How is existence a possibility?
Reflecting on the enigma of existence
I keep observing from behind my eyes
Observing the world from a detached perspective
I'm just a mind portrayed as flesh and bone
Feeling like a cognitive entity embodied in flesh and bone
I miss the old days
Nostalgia for a time in the past
But this pain still feels the same
The emotional pain persists despite the passage of time
I have no choice but to keep asking myself
Compelled to question one's own existence
Why do these walls feel like an endless room?
Sensation of being confined within mental walls
The walls keep bleeding red
Metaphorical description of emotional distress manifested as bleeding walls
And all the memories keep on scarring me
Past memories continue to cause emotional wounds
Endlessly
Enduring emotional pain endlessly
Trapped with walls
Feeling trapped within emotional and mental confines
Bleeding red
Symbolic depiction of emotional turmoil as bleeding walls
Endlessly
Perpetual suffering and emotional pain
I can't escape my mind
Unable to escape the confines of one's own mind
I can't escape the red room
Reference to a metaphorical "red room" representing emotional distress
Unless I end myself
Contemplating drastic measures to escape emotional suffering
But I still miss the way things used to be
Nostalgia for a time when life was different
Back before this room filled with anxiety
Linking the current anxiety-filled state to a past without anxiety
My life seems to make no sense
Expressing a sense of confusion and lack of purpose in life
Trapped in a temporary existence
Feeling stuck in a transient and fleeting existence
I miss the old days
Nostalgia for a time in the past (repeated)
But this pain still feels the same
The enduring nature of emotional pain (repeated)
I miss the old days
Nostalgia for a time in the past (repeated)
But this pain still feels the same
The enduring nature of emotional pain (repeated)
I miss the old days
Nostalgia for a time in the past (repeated)
But this pain still feels the same
The enduring nature of emotional pain (repeated)
I miss the old days
Nostalgia for a time in the past (repeated)
But this pain
The persistent and unchanging nature of emotional pain
This pain still feels the same
The unchanging and enduring quality of emotional pain (repeated)
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