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Sweetheart, you're the rose in the concrete
Sweetheart, you are a rare and beautiful presence in difficult circumstances.
Sunshine, in a snowstorm, where the clouds meet
You bring brightness and positivity even in challenging situations.
You know my language even though I speak through these bars, what i'm dealing with you know about it girl you street smart
You understand me despite my struggles and express street-smart wisdom.
I messed up again, my bad I was battling
I made a mistake and was engaged in a personal battle.
Retail therapy, I gave like management
I sought comfort in retail therapy, acting like a manager handling problems.
Bought Louie V
I bought luxury items, such as Louis Vuitton.
Prada Adam Eve
I indulged in high-end fashion like Prada, symbolizing temptation.
Didn't want you knowin me, cause I struggled with abandonment
I kept my struggles hidden from you due to fear of abandonment.
Hard to ride, for me aint nobody else can handle it
It's tough for others to handle my issues, but you managed to.
I was in the wrong, wick-burnin light candle-lit
I was at fault, seeking solace in candle-lit spaces.
Down bad, back inside the cell, like damnit man
I found myself in a bad situation again, back in a cell.
What we had was broken I know I ain't wanna damage it
Our relationship was already damaged, and I regret causing harm.
So I apologize, for tellin lies
I apologize for telling lies and not understanding the depth of love.
Tellin you I loved you when I never knew why
I falsely claimed love without truly knowing why.
Women by my side, but I always felt alone, cause at home, I, had you contemplating suicide
Despite having women around, I felt alone, causing you distress.
And worst of all, I'm not even gonna cry
I won't cry, acknowledging I'm just another flawed person.
Let the record show, that I'm just another guy
I recognize that I'm not exceptional, just a regular guy.
Probably-on the other side, not in touch with my emotions, but that's why I knew you special because you in touch with mine
I may struggle with emotions, but I value your emotional connection.
I ain't saying take me back cause I'm no father
I'm not asking for forgiveness because I'm not ready to be a father.
Said I got you pregnant and I told you I won't go farther
I acknowledged the pregnancy but didn't commit to a deeper relationship.
How, can I feel right, with a boy or a girl
Financial struggles make it hard for me to feel secure about having a child.
When the money so tight, I, wanna fight the world
The tight financial situation makes me want to fight against the world.
I wish I could make it all go away
I wish I could erase the difficulties we face.
Then I fucked up, so they sent me up state
I messed up, leading to incarceration.
But girl for you I hope to god you know I'll go harder, you in peak bloom, I'm the sickest in the rose garden
Despite my struggles, I promise to work harder for you, acknowledging your strength.
My lifestyle changed fast imma write you back
My lifestyle changed rapidly, but I'll always write to you.
Whatever the result, know that imma be the dad
Regardless of the outcome, I'll be there as a father.
Everything I wrote is from the heart, with a cast on it
Every word I write is sincere and comes from a heart with wounds.
Rocket ship love, girl I love you to the moon and back
Expressing deep love, comparing it to a rocket ship to the moon.
I know what we had we lost, imma find it back
I acknowledge the loss but am determined to find our connection again.
I put five on it, matter fact, like a lighter pack
I commit to the relationship, symbolized by putting "five on it" like a lighter pack.
I'm doin time, recollection on the past
Reflecting on the past while serving time, recalling memories with you.
Memories I've had, when I had you like that
Cherishing memories of when I had you in my life.
Love yours
A reminder to cherish what is truly important—what belongs to us.
Your the best I ever had
A recognition of your exceptional qualities as the best I've ever had.
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