Lyrics
I’d rather feel nothing at all
I prefer to experience no emotions whatsoever
Than feel this way
Than endure the current emotional state I'm in
Cause there’s nothing but a hole
Because there's only emptiness or a void
And nothing to say
And there's nothing worthwhile to express
I’d rather not live another day
I would prefer not to continue living under these circumstances
Like a high school ghost
Feeling like a forgotten presence in high school
Like everybody has a say
Where everyone seems to have a voice except me
But I’m invisible
Despite being present, I feel invisible
Won’t you stay please, just a while longer
Pleading for someone to stay a bit longer
So I just don’t cease to exist
So that I don't disappear from existence
Won’t you stay please, ‘til the morning’s closer
Pleading again for continued companionship until morning approaches
I’m asking you, I’m begging you please
Expressing desperation and urgency, asking for help
You say there’s bad days
Acknowledging that there are difficult days
I say it can always get worse
But asserting that things can always worsen
There’s no sense for me
Feeling that there's no rationality or purpose for oneself
To try to make sense of it all
Recognizing the futility of trying to make sense of everything
This uncontrollable chaos
Describing life as an uncontrollable chaos
This riddle with no answer
Referring to life as a puzzle with no solution
Seems like I’m lost
Feeling lost in the complexity of existence
But always found
Despite being lost, there's a consistent sense of being found
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