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I felt the torment, moments of poor performance
I experienced emotional pain and periods of subpar artistic output
Recordings that turned to messages while missing core components
Recordings turned into messages, lacking essential elements
Back when my goals seemed important, music that I imported
Reflecting on a time when my aspirations in music were significant
It's really just my own mind and soul becoming so distorted
My own thoughts and emotions became distorted
Amnesia within the pen, I was on my writer's block though
Experiencing forgetfulness and creative stagnation
It was never where or when, I fell within the rocks hoe
The writer's block was a challenging state, not bound by location or time
Dropped low onto the pavement, wish I made it
Falling to a low point, wishing for a different outcome
All these labels tryna fuck with me, I done evade it
Labels attempting to manipulate me, but I avoided it
Delayed it, maybe I'm afraid that I'll fade for temptation
Delaying success, perhaps due to fear of succumbing to temptation
Haven't seen my homie since they day as a patient
Not meeting a friend since their time in the hospital
Checking on the social for the longest of durations
Checking social media for an extended period
Hard to make it through with all these other situations
Struggling to navigate through various challenges
I'm overthinking a lot
Experiencing excessive overthinking
I write it down upon the paper, grab a pen then I jot
Expressing thoughts on paper as a coping mechanism
What decisions will I vision, as I'm spinning on the wheel
Contemplating future decisions while facing life's challenges
A fortune of all my feelings, I needed some time to heal
Acknowledging a need for time to heal from emotional wounds
Tryna layout the bricks, the blueprint
Attempting to plan and organize life, represented as laying bricks
I'm running from all my issues, I hit that full-sprint
Running away from problems at full speed
Hope became a small glint, most vivid of all tint
Hope diminishing, but a small glimmer remains
You break me, I'll break your life into splint
Warning that causing harm to me will have consequences
I'm reminiscing and missing the time that I spent
Nostalgic and longing for past moments
Barely any change, even with the dollars and the cents
Minimal change despite financial success
It really do not make sense, all the weight built from an ounce
Frustration that certain situations don't make sense
Seen so many bitches bounce, this the Judas that I talk about
Reflecting on betrayals and people leaving
Tell it to the face of your authorities
Confronting authorities about their actions
How you let the guns clap back at minorities
Critiquing the use of violence against minorities
How supreme, these corrupt schemes from the speaker
Commenting on the corrupt nature of those in power
They buy our leaders easier than I can buy a feature
Political leaders being easily influenced by money
The style turned to thesis, turned to poetry and rhymes
Evolution of style from straightforward to complex
Ain't nobody touch the mic, the way hook em' with my punchlines
Confidence in unique and impactful lyrical delivery
Homie on the cold climb, yeah
A friend facing challenges in pursuit of success
I seen the people cop a watch, but all the bitches always wasting time
Observing people valuing material possessions over meaningful relationships
It's crazy with the way the people switch and follow
Reflecting on the fickleness of people and their tendencies to follow trends
The way it turns the fullest man to something super hollow
Noting how circumstances can turn someone from fulfilled to empty
My future's in question, improvement all on my deadlock
Uncertainty about the future, with a focus on personal growth
Pick the pen up, go get to scribbling on the writer's block
Picking up the pen to overcome writer's block and start creating again
On the writer's block
Emphasizing the ongoing struggle with writer's block
On the writer's block
Reiterating the persistent nature of writer's block
On the writer's block
Highlighting the continued presence of writer's block
On the writer's block
Stressing the enduring challenge of overcoming writer's block
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