Nursing Slopes
Lost Friendship: An Emotional Journey Through Self-Reflection
Lyrics
I know what it says about me
I am aware of the perception or judgment about me
That I hate myself less for what I did to you and more
My self-hatred is less for what I did to you and more for what has happened to our relationship
For what has become of us
Expressing concern and distress about the state of the relationship
Naturally I'm anxious and unstable
Feeling naturally uneasy and emotionally unsteady
Knowing I'm lost to my best friend though I see you almost every day
Acknowledging being emotionally disconnected from my best friend, even though we interact daily
Every day
Emphasizing the frequency of encountering the best friend
In my cracked kingdom in my terror hive of brutal nostalgia
Describing a personal realm that is damaged and filled with brutal memories
On some self imposed house arrest of the mind that's useless
Conveying a self-imposed mental confinement that serves no purpose
Trying to numb the fear, the fear
Attempting to numb the fear that is pervasive
That deforms the negatives and makes all memories pathetic
Describing the fear as distorting perceptions and rendering memories pathetic
So pathetic
Reiterating the pathetic nature of affected memories
I have no charm to win you back
Acknowledging the absence of charm to regain the person's affection
The anthers drained, the feria is over
Referring to the depletion of vitality and the end of a joyful period
Of what sweetness still remains
Noticing the loss of sweetness or positivity in the relationship
I can't trust myself
Expressing a lack of self-trust
Oh the complex codes, the polymorphic addled führer of our arrangement
Referring to the intricate problems and the confused leader of their arrangement
I'm lost to my best friend
Reiterating the emotional separation from the best friend
Though I see you almost every day
Highlighting the regularity of encountering the best friend despite emotional distance
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