Pity Sex
Insomnia's Lament: A Tale of Regret and Redemption
Lyrics
You can't count sheep
You struggle with sleep and find it difficult to count sheep as a remedy.
Always losing sleep
Constantly experiencing sleeplessness, suggesting a state of restlessness or anxiety.
History repeats
There's a sense of recurring patterns or mistakes in your personal history.
Insomnia
Insomnia, a sleep disorder, is emphasized, possibly as a metaphor for inner turmoil.
You drown your sorrows
You cope with emotional pain by drowning your sorrows, possibly through unhealthy means.
In love you borrowed
You seek solace in love that is not genuinely yours, perhaps relying on temporary distractions.
Don't want tomorrows
Expressing a lack of desire for the future, indicating a sense of hopelessness or despair.
This time
Suggesting a repeated cycle of despair and not wanting to face the consequences again.
If you could take back all the words you said I don't think I would ever wanna be here anymore
If given the chance, you would avoid the pain caused by hurtful words and not want to be in the current situation.
Will you save me from myself
You're reaching out for salvation from your own destructive tendencies or thoughts.
Cause I've been calling for help
A plea for assistance, implying a state of distress or emotional struggle.
When it hurts like hell but you choose to stay
Choosing to endure emotional pain even when it's difficult, possibly for the sake of a relationship.
The torn parachute and the falling plane
The mention of a torn parachute and a falling plane could symbolize a disastrous situation or relationship.
Lost behind a movie screen
Feeling lost or detached, as if behind a movie screen, emphasizing a sense of disconnection.
Andy's neighborhood to me
Reference to "Andy's neighborhood" may evoke memories of a past, possibly happier, time.
The place where I would first be raised
Reflecting on the place where you were raised, suggesting nostalgia and reflection on one's roots.
The first freckle lay on my face
A specific memory of the first freckle on your face, possibly symbolizing innocence or a simpler time.
I left broken and I wish it was the last time
Leaving a broken state, expressing a desire for closure and an end to emotional pain.
Hoping I would have to watch you go
Hoping to avoid witnessing the departure of someone significant in your life.
Damned if I do damned if I don't
Feeling trapped or conflicted, as indicated by the dilemma of being damned whether you act or not.
Every day on earth is the hell I chose but I never put the blame on me
Every day is a chosen form of hell, but not attributing blame to oneself despite the difficult circumstances.
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