Lyrics
Blacked out like the lines across your name
Feeling mentally blocked or unable to remember certain things, similar to how your name might be crossed out or forgotten.
Rewind all the tapes that I've been
Revisiting memories or events that have occurred.
Holding onto for too long
Clutching onto memories or emotions for an extended period, possibly longer than necessary.
Going nowhere for three summers strong
Being stuck or not progressing for three consecutive summers.
Can you tell me why
Asking for an explanation or reason.
I feel less alive now that I'm comfortable
Feeling less vibrant or alive when in a comfortable situation.
Than I was at the end of a rope
Implies feeling more alive or vital when under stress or pressure, compared to being comfortable.
And my best memories aren't far
The most cherished memories are not distant but are deeply hidden or suppressed.
They're mostly buried in my backyard
Memories that are significant or precious are metaphorically buried in one's personal space.
Has it been too long
Questioning if too much time has passed.
Summer nights
Recalling enjoyable experiences during summer nights.
Stumbling home
Returning home in a disoriented or stumbling state during summer nights.
Hard times I miss the most
Missing challenging or difficult times the most.
I keep trying
Continuously attempting to discover something meaningful.
To find something
Struggling to find something of significance.
Worth saying
Trying to articulate important thoughts or emotions.
To you
Addressing someone specific.
Afraid to let you know
Being hesitant or scared to reveal certain thoughts or emotions to someone.
The kinds of things
Referring to the depth or intensity of thoughts.
I've been thinking
Thinking deeply about certain things.
To keep me from sinking
Reflecting on thoughts to prevent oneself from emotional decline or despair.
And my best memories aren't far
Reiterating that cherished memories are not far away but hidden.
They're mostly buried in my backyard
Reaffirming the concept of significant memories being deeply concealed or suppressed.
Does it hurt to know
Asking about the pain or discomfort of realizing that emotions have become hardened or unresponsive.
Your bleeding heart has
Suggesting a transformation from a sensitive or emotional state to a cold or indifferent one.
Turned to stone
Feeling close to emotional detachment or numbness.
Sometimes I get so close
Expressing a nearness to a certain emotional state.
I keep trying
Continuously attempting to communicate something significant.
To find something
Struggling to find meaningful words or expressions.
Worth saying
Trying to articulate something important to a specific person.
To you
Addressing the same person again.
To you
Reiteration of the intended audience.
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