Lyrics
I've got a feeling I'm waiting for something that'll never come
I anticipate something that will never materialize, leading to a sense of longing.
Desperate measures to self regulate emotions 'til I'm numb
Resorting to extreme measures to control my emotions until I become emotionally numb.
You don't have to know me well to know I'm not hanging around
Even without knowing me well, it's evident that I won't stick around.
And I've cut off an arm before
I've endured significant pain or loss before, suggesting resilience.
So how bad could it get right now?
Considering past experiences, the current situation doesn't seem too dire.
How bad can it get right now?
Reflecting on the severity of the current situation and questioning how bad it can become.
I've got a feeling I'm waiting for something that'll never come
Reiteration of the anticipation for something that may never materialize.
The same good signals in my brain are the ones that you're running from
The positive signals in my mind are the same ones you're avoiding.
And my whole system can't go on
My entire system can't continue functioning normally.
Flowers hiding from the sun
Metaphorically, flowers are avoiding sunlight, suggesting avoidance of positivity.
I will hang my head up high and drag my body through the mud
Expressing determination to face challenges, holding one's head high, and enduring difficulties.
And drag my body through the mud
Repetition of the willingness to endure and overcome hardships.
And drag my body through the mud
Repetition emphasizing the readiness to face challenges and persevere.
I don't wanna see ya
Expressing a desire not to see someone.
I don't want me to
Internal conflict – not wanting to acknowledge a certain truth about oneself.
I don't wanna tell ya
Reluctance to communicate or reveal something to someone.
I don't know the truth
Uncertainty about the truth, creating internal tension.
I don't want to leave ya
Unwillingness to part ways with someone.
I don't want me too
Inner conflict – not wanting to separate from a part of oneself.
I don't want my future
Resistance towards one's own future or destiny.
I don't want it to
Unwillingness to accept or embrace one's future.
I don't wanna see ya
Repetition of the desire not to see someone.
I don't want me to
Reiteration of the internal conflict, not wanting to confront certain aspects of oneself.
I don't wanna tell ya
Continued reluctance to communicate or disclose certain information.
I don't know the truth
Persisting uncertainty about the truth, causing internal turmoil.
I don't want to leave ya
Repeated unwillingness to part ways with someone.
I don't want me too
Ongoing inner conflict – not wanting to separate from a part of oneself.
I don't want my future
Continued resistance towards one's own future or destiny.
I don't want it to
Persistent unwillingness to accept or embrace one's future.
I got a feeling I'm waiting for something that'll never come
Reiteration of anticipating something that may never come.
Think I got it, think I got it, think I got it again
Expressing a sense of realization or understanding, thinking that a certain situation has recurred.
I got a feeling I'm waiting for someone that'll never come
Reiteration of anticipating someone who may never arrive.
Think I got it, think I got it, think I got it again
Repeating the sense of realization or understanding regarding a recurring situation.
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