Lyrics
Is it always gonna be like this
Expressing uncertainty about the future and a sense of permanence in the current emotional state.
All your memories wasted on someone like me
Acknowledging the perceived wastefulness of someone investing memories in the speaker.
Oh, leave out all reason and show me
Requesting abandonment of logical thinking and a plea to reveal the speaker's unattainable aspirations.
What I'm never gonna be
Reflecting on the impossibility of achieving certain goals or becoming a certain person.
Will you be here when I leave? When I leave, when I leave, when I leave
Pondering the continuity of someone's presence in the speaker's life, with repeated questioning and uncertainty.
God, what's this aching in my ribs
Expressing physical discomfort or emotional pain felt intensely in the chest or heart area.
I know I'm born in sin
Acknowledging a sense of inherent wrongdoing or guilt due to one's nature.
But never learned to forgive
Admitting a struggle with forgiveness despite being aware of personal flaws.
Ah, how's this going to end?
Posing a question about the uncertain outcome of a situation, expressing anxiety or fear about the future.
It'll never be the same
Anticipating that things will never return to the way they once were.
Oh, I'll be the one to blame
Taking responsibility for a negative outcome or situation, feeling accountable for its occurrence.
I'll be the one to blame
Reiterating self-blame and a sense of personal responsibility for a perceived failure.
Death and poison leave my brain and
Referencing the internal struggles of dealing with death and toxic thoughts, possibly seeking relief.
Take all of my mortal poignance
Desiring the removal of intense emotional pain or significance associated with mortality.
Meeting someone, you look just like them
Observing a resemblance between the speaker and someone else, possibly highlighting a connection or shared experience.
Up the hill I will push it again
Committing to facing challenges or obstacles again, even if the effort seems uphill and arduous.
Is it always gonna be like this
Repeating the initial uncertainty about the future and the weight of memories invested in the speaker.
All your memories wasted on someone like me
Reiterating the feeling of being an unworthy recipient of someone's memories.
Oh, leave out all reason and show me
Restating the call to discard rational thinking and reveal unattainable aspirations.
What I'm never gonna be
Emphasizing the unattainability of certain goals or a specific identity.
Will you be here when I leave? When I leave, when I leave, when I leave
Repeating the uncertainty about someone's continued presence in the speaker's life.
Stay here with me
Inviting someone to stay and expressing a commitment to cherish shared moments.
I'll cherish our moments like rings on a tree
Committing to valuing shared experiences, using the metaphor of rings on a tree to symbolize lasting memories.
Do they belong to me
Questioning ownership or belonging of experiences and memories.
Everything, I felt, to me
Expressing that everything felt belongs to the speaker, emphasizing a personal connection to emotions and experiences.
It hurts when I try
Conveying emotional pain or difficulty experienced when attempting something.
I wished you cared at all
Expressing a wish for the other person to care, indicating a desire for emotional connection or understanding.
Do you care at all
Questioning the level of caring or emotional investment from the other person.
Is it always gonna be like this
Reiterating the initial uncertainty about the future and the weight of memories invested in the speaker.
All your memories wasted on someone like me
Reiterating the feeling of being an unworthy recipient of someone's memories.
Oh, leave out all reason and show me
Restating the call to discard rational thinking and reveal unattainable aspirations.
What I'm never gonna be
Emphasizing the unattainability of certain goals or a specific identity.
Will you be here when I leave? When I leave, when I leave, when I leave
Repeating the uncertainty about someone's continued presence in the speaker's life.
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