Julia
Unrequited Dance: Julia's Enigmatic Denial
Lyrics
I was there after midnight
I was present after midnight at the usual location.
At the usual place
The location was familiar and typical.
It was warm and really crowded
The place was warm and crowded.
Couldn't hear what I was thinking
It was too noisy to hear my own thoughts.
It was messy and loud
The environment was chaotic and loud.
And the lights would not stop flickering
The lights were continuously flickering.
I was tired and dizzy
I felt exhausted and disoriented.
Getting ready to leave
I was preparing to leave.
So, I went to get my jacket
I went to retrieve my jacket.
Then you stood there beside me
You appeared next to me.
You were looking away
You were not facing me.
But then you grabbed my hand you said there's no tomorrow.
Then, unexpectedly, you held my hand and expressed an urgency for the present moment.
Julia
Addressing a person named Julia.
Julia, how you stepped into my world and then denied me
Julia, you entered my life but rejected me.
You and I , we could have the world together, but you denied me
Implies a lost opportunity for a shared life together.
It's not about the things you've done
It's not about your actions.
it's not about the things you said.
Not about your words spoken.
It's rather what, you left out
It's about what you omitted or didn't express.
We were dancing and singing
We were enjoying ourselves, carefree.
And we were flying around
We were filled with joy and enthusiasm.
I was there, but you were elsewhere
I was present, but your mind seemed elsewhere.
I was trying to ask you
I attempted to communicate with you.
And you avoided my words
You avoided responding to my inquiries.
You just shook your head and smiled at me
You simply smiled and didn't address my concerns.
There was something about you
There was something enigmatic about you.
There were things out of reach
There were aspects of you that I couldn't grasp.
You were from a different planet
Metaphorically, you seemed alien or distant.
And I knew that couldn't be that good
Realizing that the situation wasn't as positive as it seemed.
You were close, you were distant
You were both near and far emotionally.
You were slipping away
You were slipping away from me.
And when you let me go, you said there's no tomorrow
When you let go, it was as if there's no future or hope.
Julia
Repeated reference to Julia, emphasizing the impact of her actions.
Julia, how you stepped into my world and then denied me
Julia entered the narrator's life but ultimately rejected any potential future together.
You and me, we could have the world together, but you denied me
Reflects a missed chance for a shared life.
It's not about the things you've done
Reiterates that actions are not the focus.
it's not about the things you said
Words spoken are not the primary concern.
It's rather what, you left out
Highlights the significance of what wasn't expressed.
Julia
Reiteration of Julia's impact on the narrator.
The more I tried to understand, the less you let me in
Struggling to comprehend Julia's behavior, feeling increasingly excluded.
I always knew
The narrator had a sense that Julia would depart without explanation.
I always knew that one day you'd be gone without a word
The narrator always anticipated Julia's departure without a word.
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