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Embracing Life's Thrill: Freedy Johnston's 'Fun Ride' Unveiled
Lyrics
This is fucked, I didn't wanna be resuscitated
Expressing frustration about being revived against one's will.
If my life is like a movie then I fucking hated it
Life feels like a terrible movie, deeply disliked.
Know you can see right through me
Feeling transparent or easily understood by others.
I'm faded on occasion but I guess this time it's it
Being in a state of intoxication but realizing it's different this time.
A soon to be continued that exists but only at the ending screen
Life feels like a story that continues but only at its conclusion, uncertain future.
Can't bring myself to forgive like I was seventeen
Difficulty in forgiving similar to when the person was younger.
Won't reconsider, I'll blow my smoke in the mirror
Stubbornness, refusing to reconsider decisions.
And now my reflection's clearer than how it ever was
Having a clearer self-reflection than ever before.
So am I really dead? Or am I all out of luck
Questioning existence or feeling unlucky.
I wouldn't recommend losing your patience for love
Advising against impatience in seeking love.
My skin's translucent and I couldn't give that much of a fuck
Feeling indifferent or disconnected from personal appearance.
Way too amused to see a ghost who's sucking out all the fun
Finding amusement in encountering a joyless, draining presence.
You went and fucked it like it's famous
Expressing disappointment or frustration about a situation.
I'm unproductive, ain't no need for your persuasion
Feeling unproductive and resistant to persuasion.
Recently I've been apologetic for nothing, maybe I was just bluffing
Apologizing without reason, perhaps insincerely.
Won't let go of these grudges
Clutching onto grudges, refusing to let them go.
Oh get over it, what's the point of this
Questioning the purpose or value of a situation.
I'm gonna bite my lips until they fucking fall off
Willingness to endure suffering or pain.
I tend to reminisce on the stupid shit
Tending to reflect on past foolish actions or decisions.
And if the time permits I could get you all gone
Suggesting the ability to eliminate others if time allows.
A soon to be continued that exists but only at the ending screen
Reiterating the feeling of life's continuation only at its end.
Can't bring myself to forgive like I was seventeen
Revisiting difficulty in forgiving, akin to a younger age.
You said you don't wanna be living, what do you want from me
Questioning another person's desires and expectations.
Tried to be myself in the moment, not on another team
Striving to be genuine in the present moment.
Put all my friends on the shelf, cause I can guarantee
Belief that friends no longer care about the future and have become adversaries.
That they don't give a fuck for the future, now they're my enemies
Perceived betrayal by friends who seem indifferent to the future.
Won't reconsider, I've blown my smoke into mirrors
Stubbornness in maintaining decisions despite reflection.
And now my reflection's clearer than how it ever was
Having a clearer understanding of oneself than before.
So am I really dead? Or am I all out of luck
Questioning existence or feeling unlucky (repeated).
I wouldn't recommend losing your patience for love
Advising against impatience in seeking love (repeated).
My skin's translucent and I couldn't give that much of a fuck
Feeling indifferent or disconnected from personal appearance (repeated).
Way too amused to see a ghost who's sucking out all the fun
Finding amusement in encountering a joyless, draining presence (repeated).
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