Xanax
Chemical Loss: A Poignant Reflection on Identity and Disconnection
Lyrics
It's giving it up that pains me,
Feeling distressed about letting something go.
I don't wanna be persuaded to deviate at all
Not wanting to be influenced or swayed from a chosen path.
Admit it, you weren't awake, I don't wanna hold your rain
Realizing someone wasn’t aware and not wanting to console them.
In acetone your face is fading,
Seeing a fading image of someone in a state of chemical alteration (metaphorically).
someone else I thought I'd lost,
Discovering someone unexpectedly, a person you thought you had lost.
it's chemical,
Referring to a chemical nature or influence.
your name escapes me now...
Forgetting someone’s name due to certain circumstances.
Brother, it's getting late,
Expressing a concern for the passing of time.
I can't even see you lately, dilated...
Unable to clearly perceive or understand someone recently.
If all the digits are centigrade,
Indicating a measurement system but struggling to connect with someone emotionally.
I can't even hold your shape
Unable to grasp or understand someone’s essence.
Everything's tied together,
Feeling connected in various aspects except for a specific instance in time.
all but the time you asked for,
A particular moment or request stands out despite everything being connected.
I'll redefine the winter,
Planning to redefine a difficult period (winter metaphorically).
with and without
Both with and without certain elements or situations.
Someone behind your mirror,
Suggesting someone is hiding something behind a facade.
I don't know how you can't find them...
Expressing confusion about someone’s inability to recognize something obvious.
someone to watch you lay there,
Imagining someone observing another person in a vulnerable state.
if you're around
Questioning someone’s presence in a particular situation.
Invisible, your frame was taken,
Perceiving someone's presence as gone or unnoticed.
something else I thought was wrong,
Discovering something different about someone than expected.
living in all the same mistakes it drowned
Continuing to live through the same errors, feeling overwhelmed.
It's giving it up that pains me,
Feeling distressed about letting something go (repeated sentiment).
I don't wanna be here
Expressing a desire to not be present in a certain situation or state.
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