Doubts
Doubts Unveiled: A Soul's Confession
Lyrics
I should apologize
I feel the need to express regret or remorse
I opened up way too wide
I revealed too much about myself
now you can see
Now you have insight into my true nature
right through everything
You can perceive everything about me accurately
though I try to pretend
Even though I attempt to feign or act differently
I am more than I am
I'm pretending to be more than I actually am
the night is long
The duration of the night feels lengthy
and I'm hanging on
I'm barely holding on, in a precarious situation
by a thread
My situation is extremely fragile
when you move closer to me
When you come closer to me physically
on the edge of my bed
On the edge of the bed, in a vulnerable position
there's something that's holding you back
There's a barrier preventing you from fully engaging
in your head
This barrier exists within your thoughts or emotions
you were right to have your doubts
You were correct to have suspicions or uncertainties
I let you down this time
I disappointed you on this occasion
you were my way out
You were my potential escape or solution
but you won't allow it this time
But you're not willing to permit it now
now you see all of my faults
Now you perceive all my flaws or shortcomings
there is no way to turn the light off
There's no way to avoid recognizing my flaws
you were right to have your doubts
You were correct to have suspicions or uncertainties
this time this time
This time, in this instance
I should've realized
I should have understood or realized earlier
that we are no longer quite like we used to be
We are not the same as we used to be
how could it be easy
It's challenging to accept this change
to admit to myself
To confess to myself
that I've become
That I've transformed into someone different
somebody else
Someone I cannot identify with
who I just don't recognize
I'm unable to confront the truth or reality
and I can't face the light
I cannot face the brightness or exposure
I run from everything that is keeping me here
I evade everything that keeps me tied here
just hoping for some miracle to appear
Hoping for a miraculous solution to appear
you were right to have your doubts
You were correct to have suspicions or uncertainties
I let you down this time
I disappointed you on this occasion
you were my way out
You were my potential escape or solution
but you won't allow it this time
But you're not willing to permit it now
now you see all of my faults
Now you perceive all my flaws or shortcomings
there is no way to turn the light off
There's no way to avoid recognizing my flaws
you were right to have your doubts
You were correct to have suspicions or uncertainties
this time this time
This time, in this instance
your eyes say everything
Your expressions reveal everything
when you don't say anything
Even without speaking, your eyes convey a message
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