Lyrics
My life was always tormentated
Feeling a constant struggle or agony in life
Until my faith brought me to meet you
Faith led to encountering the person being addressed
You had to face my damn nature
The person faced the speaker's troubled nature
Now I'm depending just on you
Speaker's reliance solely on the addressed person
You knew the wrong I had inside me
The addressed person understood the speaker's internal negativity
The sickest thought I kept in me
References the disturbing thoughts kept within the speaker
All the fears that burned me down
Fears that deeply affected the speaker
And kept me crawling on the ground
These fears kept the speaker down, metaphorically
You're my valium you can calm me
The addressed person has a calming effect, like Valium
You can kill me if you're missing
The speaker's extreme dependence, even to the extent of risking harm
You're so attractive an addiction
The addressed person is an irresistibly attractive addiction
I'm your slave you're my perfection
The speaker feels subservient to the perfection of the addressed
I thought that life was just all here
Prior to meeting, life seemed meaningless to the speaker
I felt the end was really near
There was a sense of impending doom or conclusion to life
But now I'm sure I'm not more
The speaker feels changed and not the wrongdoer anymore
I'm not the wrong one
Acknowledging not being the one at fault anymore
You gave me hope to break the silence
The addressed person brought hope to break the speaker's silence
To let my feelings speak out loud
Encouragement to express feelings openly
Lost in useless situations
Being stuck in situations where goodness was restricted
Were the good was not allowed
Places where positive aspects were not permitted
I was surrounded by the strangers
The speaker was surrounded by unfamiliar and worthless individuals
The most worthless living ones
Those individuals seemed undeserving of witnessing the speaker's vulnerability
They should have never deserved
They shouldn't have seen the speaker's emotional distress
To see my tears to drain my hope
Witnessing the speaker's tears drained their hope
Now I can give a meaning to my silence
After meeting the addressed person, silence gains significance
No more a slave for my deepest madness
No longer controlled by the speaker's deepest madness
In your sky I'm the only star
In the addressed person's world, the speaker shines brightly
The one that shines stronger than your sun
The speaker's presence is more influential than anything else to the addressed person
You make me shine you make me feel alive
The addressed person makes the speaker feel alive and radiant
And please oh please don't let me die
A plea to the addressed person not to let the speaker perish
You're my valium you can calm me
The addressed person has a calming effect, like Valium
You can kill me if you're missing
Reiterating extreme dependence, even at the risk of harm or death
You're so attractive an addiction
The addressed person is an irresistible and captivating addiction
I'm your slave you're my perfection
The speaker feels subservient to the perfection of the addressed
I thought that life was just all here
Prior to meeting, life seemed meaningless to the speaker
I felt the end was really near
There was a sense of impending doom or conclusion to life
But now I'm sure I'm not more
The speaker feels changed and not the wrongdoer anymore
I'm not the wrong one
Acknowledging not being the one at fault anymore
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