Everything Ends Last Year
Resilience Amidst October's Unraveling
Lyrics
Stumble into November knowing goddamn well
Entering November with awareness of the challenges
I can't make nothing close to this tender
Unable to create something as emotionally delicate
Can't fade, can't accelerate
Unable to retreat or move forward
So pitch me into that blender
Willing to face challenges and uncertainties
Regardless where the sun is, I'm my own personal winter
Feeling emotionally cold, regardless of external conditions
I'm cold, I think I'm cold
Expressing a sense of emotional detachment
I'm just tryna remember (just tryna remember)
Attempting to recall and reflect
It's October and I'm tired
Expressing fatigue in October
We thought we were so clever
Reflecting on a perceived cleverness
Just put me on that TV screen, cause pop culture's forever
Desiring visibility in pop culture
We did it, we do it
Engaging in and continuing cultural trends
If everybody's assuming, I did too cause I'm human
Accepting assumptions as a human trait
We heard we wasn't performing, we heard it wasn't resuming
Responding to rumors about not performing
And it ended (it fuckin ended just like that)
Reflecting on an unexpected and abrupt ending
It's October and I'm tired
Expressing weariness in October
We tried starting a movement, we tried starting a record label
Attempting to initiate a movement or record label
Our friendships have been ruined
Experiencing friendship strain over money, data, and music
Good brothers in arguments about money, data and music
Facing public conflicts arising from created illusions
We created illusions, then the fighting went public
Noting the impact on consumer perception
And frightened all the consumers
Acknowledging a disheartening disintegration
And it ended (just fell the fuck apart)
Reflecting on a complete breakdown
It's October and I'm tired
Expressing exhaustion in October
We tried doing forever
Attempting to achieve enduring success
We tried doing what they tried to do
Emulating others while striving for improvement
But we tried doing it better
Efforts to surpass previous attempts
We tried alone and together
Attempting goals both individually and collaboratively
Tried until we got tired of losing
Continuing efforts until fatigue sets in
Tired of pulling on levers
Growing tired of the repetitive struggles
Tired of tryna balance them ledgers
Weary of attempting to maintain a balance
And there's one rock and one feather
Noting disparities between elements
Ended
Concluding with a sense of finality
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