Lost My Mind
Embracing Redemption: Oscar Thorburn's Journey Through Mistakes
Lyrics
Heavy eyes but, still I can't sleep
Expressing difficulty falling asleep despite feeling tired.
Circling my mind, a Timelapse of memories
Reflecting on a series of memories that play like a timelapse in the mind.
Coffees cold but, still I sip
Drinking cold coffee, indicating a lapse in attention or neglect of surroundings.
And I had my last cigarette, the smoke stains my lip
Acknowledging the aftermath of smoking, with the physical remnants on the lips.
Then I lost my mind
Repeated expression of losing one's mind, possibly due to emotional turmoil.
I lost my mind
-An I know that I fucked up before
Admitting past mistakes, promising not to repeat them, and seeking forgiveness.
And I know that you expected more
-But I, won't let you down no I won't let you down, no I
-Won't make the same mistakes
-I promise if you let me that I
-Won't let you down, no I won't let you down
-Felt at home with, you next to me
Feeling a sense of comfort when with someone, but struggling with communication and vulnerability.
But comforts a luxury, that you can't afford to me
-Steady hands but, still I feel weak
-stumble on the words I'm trying to speak
-And if it's not worth your time and if I can't draw a smile
Weighing the worth of the relationship; if unable to bring joy, acknowledging separation may be better.
Upon your face then I guess we're better off apart
-But if you give me a chance to never let go your hand
Expressing a commitment to never let go if given another chance in the relationship.
Then I will never let you down, again
-Lost my mind
Reiterating the theme of losing one's mind, suggesting ongoing emotional turmoil.
I lost my mind
-And I know that I fucked up before
Repeating the commitment not to repeat mistakes and to be reliable if given another chance.
And I know that you expected more
-But I, won't let you down, no I won't let you down, no I
-Won't make the same mistakes
-I promise if you let me that I
-Won't let you down, no I won't let you down
-I know that I fucked up before
Continuing the expression of remorse, commitment to change, and assurance of not letting down.
And I know that you expected more
-But I, won't let you down no I won't let you down, no I
-Won't make the same mistakes
-I promise if you let me that I
-Won't let you down, no I won't let you down
-I lost my mind
Final repetition of having lost one's mind, emphasizing the emotional struggle.
Lost my mind
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