Lyrics
Come around, what I'm tryna be
Striving to embody a certain persona or state
Two face say much, now I'm outta reach
People with dual intentions speak a lot, making it hard to connect
Say I'm doing what I can but I lied to me
Claiming effort but deceiving oneself
I don't care much for your company
Not valuing the presence of others
Come around, what I'm tryna be
Continuing efforts to achieve a certain goal or identity
Two face say much, now I'm outta reach
Encountering insincere individuals affecting accessibility
Say I'm doing what I can but I lied to me
Personal deception about efforts made
I don't care much for your company
Disregard for companionship
Suns out we're deceased
Despite a sunny exterior, feeling internally drained or lifeless
Not tired of running away
Not tired of escaping or avoiding situations
Burnt out on the inside
Emotionally exhausted
Your friends know I'm a mess
Others aware of personal struggles or flaws
Always with the bad news don't mind yeah
Consistently delivering negative news
Bounty on your bad mood won't fight yeah
Ready to reward negativity
Don't, don't waste your life on me
Advising someone not to invest life in the speaker
I'm tryna find an hour or two to kill
Seeking time to waste or pass idly
Tell me when it's over coz I always forget
Requesting notification of conclusion due to forgetfulness
Feeling kinda sorry for myself for a bit
Momentarily feeling self-pity
Acting like you don't know but you're so full of shit
Accusing someone of hypocrisy
Keep my head above the water ain't gon sleep with the fish
Struggling but determined not to succumb
Come around, what I'm tryna be
Repeated desire for a particular state or identity
Two face say much, now I'm outta reach
Encountering insincere individuals affecting accessibility
Say I'm doing what I can but I lied to me
Personal deception about efforts made
I don't care much for your company
Disregard for companionship
Come around, what I'm tryna be
Continuing efforts to achieve a certain goal or identity
Two face say much, now I'm outta reach
People with dual intentions speak a lot, making it hard to connect
Say I'm doing what I can but I lied to me
Claiming effort but deceiving oneself
I don't care much for your company
Not valuing the presence of others
I'll leave when I want to, stop rolling your eyes
Asserting independence despite others' perceptions
Not trying to bore you, but I'd rather die than get it wrong
Prefer death over failure
Anything I don't like
Rejecting anything disliked
I'm too far gone don't take my advice yeah
Advising against following personal advice due to own struggles
I wanna stay inside
Desire to avoid conventional work hours
She said nine to five ain't my kinda vibe
Disagreement with societal work norms
I think that I'll stay inside yeah
Opting to stay indoors
Stay
Reiterating the desire to stay
Come around, what I'm tryna be
Striving to embody a certain persona or state
Two face say much, now I'm outta reach
People with dual intentions speak a lot, making it hard to connect
Say I'm doing what I can but I lied to me
Claiming effort but deceiving oneself
I don't care much for your company
Not valuing the presence of others
Come around, what I'm tryna be
Continuing efforts to achieve a certain goal or identity
Two face say much, now I'm outta reach
Encountering insincere individuals affecting accessibility
Say I'm doing what I can but I lied to me
Personal deception about efforts made
I don't care much for your company
Disregard for companionship
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