getting stoned after school
Love's Journey: A Melodic Tale of Heartache and Redemption
Lyrics
I wanna be yours but you don't wanna be mine
I desire a romantic relationship with you, but you are not interested in being with me.
Heartache will be fused with heartbreak of mine
The pain I experience will combine both heartache and heartbreak.
And if you're hurting take that times five
If you are going through difficulties, multiply that by five, and it will reflect the intensity of my own struggles.
And then you'll have mine
The cumulative suffering will represent my emotional state.
I wanna be yours and not just your friend
I want to be more than just a friend to you.
I wanna love you till the bitter end
I wish to love you until the very end of our relationship.
And if you're nervous we'll I'm nervous too
If you feel anxious, know that I share that nervousness with you.
I'll do it with you
I am willing to face challenges and uncertainties together with you.
I'm getting stoned and laying in my bed
I am using substances (getting stoned) while lying in bed, possibly to cope with emotions or memories.
Keep bringing up the stupid things I said
I keep revisiting and regretting foolish things I have said in the past.
When I was a teen you were so mean
During adolescence, you treated me poorly, but I have matured since then.
But I'm all grown up
Despite past mistreatment, I have grown and developed as an individual.
I see you at school but I look away
I avoid direct eye contact with you at school, indicating lingering fear from past rejection.
I'm still scared of you when you rejected me that day
Your rejection still affects me, and I am apprehensive about our interactions.
I think I left a part of me inside
I feel like a part of me remains unresolved or incomplete after the rejection.
I left it behind
I have left that unresolved part of myself behind, possibly for self-preservation.
I'm getting stoned and laying in my bed
I continue using substances and reflecting in bed, this time listening to music in my thoughts.
Rocking out to songs in my head
I am finding solace in music, but no song captures the complexity of my feelings towards you.
But no song could ever do
No song can fully express the depth of my emotions and the challenge of falling in love with you.
Fall in love with you
Despite the difficulties, I am still in love with you.
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