Lyrics
Aging fast, how long does summer last ?
Aging fast, questioning the duration of summer.
I thought it through, I'm on my final synapse
Reflecting on final thoughts, reaching the last cognitive connection.
And I'm a fool for believing
Expressing foolishness for believing.
In angels that would never write back
Lamenting unresponsive angels in whom trust was placed.
You see they call on me baby
Others seek the person's attention, implying inadequacy.
They tell me that I'm never enough
Being told that the person is never sufficient.
Everybody so gassed yeah
Observing others enthusiastic, hoping to overcome challenges.
Hoping I can move past it
Desiring to move beyond difficulties.
I been biting my tongue, I been down and high strung, I been running on empty
Enduring hardships, suppressing emotions, feeling depleted.
Now I write back
Responding or expressing oneself now.
Looking through the window
Contemplating from a distance.
Thinkin of the way I could formulate a memento
Considering how to create a lasting memory.
But I don't really wanna talk like that
Reluctance to engage in a certain type of conversation.
Should of never let you call me back
Regretting allowing someone to contact again.
Cigarettes and daydreams
Mentions of smoking and idealistic thoughts.
Remembering that day we
Recalling a shared experience with another person.
Met your voice was shaking
Memories of a past conversation with emotional impact.
Reminisce about the past
Nostalgia about previous times.
How you dressed and how you laughed
Recollections of appearance and laughter.
I still think about your ass
A lingering physical attraction.
Said I been come down living, I'm never healing
Expressing ongoing struggles, feeling stuck.
Stuck in a moment I'm hitting my ceiling
Feeling constrained and reaching a breaking point.
Tell me how do you stay in one place
Questioning how to remain in a situation.
Stick around here enough to show face
Considering staying despite difficulties.
Forever fighting my impurity
Battling internal conflicts and impurity.
I need to see, my mind at ease, apparently
Desiring mental peace, seeking clarity.
No I never meant to feel that way
Unexpectedly experiencing certain emotions.
Chemicals still drive my brain
Mentioning the influence of chemicals on emotions.
No I never meant to dig my grave
Unintentionally causing harm or self-destructive behavior.
Nostalgic rolling wave
Nostalgia and a sense of the past returning.
Everybody so gassed yeah
Observing others enthusiastic, hoping to overcome challenges (repeated).
Hoping I can move past it
Desiring to move beyond difficulties (repeated).
I been biting my tongue, I been down and high strung, I been running on empty
Enduring hardships, suppressing emotions, feeling depleted (repeated).
Now I write back
Responding or expressing oneself now (repeated).
Looking through the window
Contemplating from a distance (repeated).
Thinkin of the way I could formulate a memento
Considering how to create a lasting memory (repeated).
But I don't really wanna talk like that
Reluctance to engage in a certain type of conversation (repeated).
Should of never let you call me back
Regretting allowing someone to contact again (repeated).
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