Lyrics
Usually break the things that I love
Expressing a pattern of breaking things that are cherished or loved.
Usually break the things that I love
Reiteration of the tendency to break things that hold significance.
Build 'em up too high just to watch them fall down
Building up expectations or aspirations only to witness them collapse.
Sins of my father are heavy
Acknowledging the burden of the mistakes or shortcomings inherited from one's father.
Carry the weight on my back
Bearing the weight of the consequences of those inherited mistakes.
Wouldn't you think by now, I'd be ready?
Reflecting on the anticipation of personal growth and readiness, yet feeling unprepared.
To love myself and to love each other
Desiring to love oneself and others but struggling due to emotional unpreparedness.
With open arms, but my heart's not ready to love you
Despite wanting to embrace others with open arms, the heart is not yet ready for such love.
I'm not ready for this
Expressing unreadiness for a particular situation or emotional commitment.
My feet are getting sore, but I keep running
Persisting in a challenging journey despite experiencing physical discomfort.
I do it again and again and again, but I found nothing
Repetition of engaging in a repetitive and seemingly futile process without significant outcomes.
I gave my heart to the wolves and they tore it open
Metaphorically giving one's heart to those who may cause harm, leading to emotional vulnerability.
I did it again and again and again and I got nothing
Continuation of engaging in actions that yield no positive results.
But I do it again and again and again 'til I feel something
Repeating the cycle of actions in the hope of experiencing some emotional response or satisfaction.
White room, but I closed all the curtains
Describing a space or state of mind represented by a white room, possibly symbolizing emptiness or a lack of vibrancy.
White room, but I closed all the curtains
Reiteration of the white room imagery and closing oneself off from external influences.
It's only a matter of time before the good starts hurting
Expecting challenges or difficulties to arise even in a seemingly neutral or positive environment.
Mom always said keep the bad things you do in the closet
Advice from a mother to keep negative actions hidden, but the consequences become apparent when they accumulate.
When they start overflowin' you get a house full of problems
Warning about the repercussions of suppressing negative actions, leading to unresolved problems.
When a good tree dies bad fruit starts fallin'
Metaphorically linking the death of a good influence to the emergence of negative consequences.
My feet are getting sore but I keep running
Repetition of physical discomfort while persisting in a challenging journey.
I do it again and again and again, but I found nothing
Reiteration of engaging in repetitive and seemingly futile actions without meaningful outcomes.
I gave my heart to the wolves and they tore it open
Continuing the metaphor of giving one's heart to those who cause harm, resulting in emotional pain.
I did it again and again and again and I got nothing
Repeating the cycle of actions that bring no positive outcomes, emphasizing a sense of emptiness.
But I'll do it again and again and again 'til I feel something
Committing to repeating the cycle in the hope of experiencing some emotional response or satisfaction.
I'll do it again and again and again 'til I feel something
Affirming the commitment to persist in the repetitive cycle until an emotional response is felt.
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