Fear of God
Navigating Existential Turmoil: Pacific Purgatory's Fear of God
Lyrics
i never knew the others
I lacked awareness of others.
never even knew myself
Even understanding myself was a challenge.
my mind is in the gutter
My thoughts and emotions are in a troubled state.
just take all my problems somewhere else
Requesting to take my problems away from me.
im just dazed and confused
I feel disoriented and uncertain.
i dont know what the hell im supposed to do
Unclear about what actions or decisions I should take.
i dont like my music
Expressing dissatisfaction with my own music.
because it never stands out from the crowd
Feeling that my music lacks uniqueness or originality.
while i know that nothing is perfect
Acknowledging that perfection is unattainable.
i still hate the way all my songs sound
Despite imperfections, disliking the sound of my songs.
ive got a chronic migraine
Experiencing persistent and severe headaches.
sine waves in my brain
Describing disruptive sine waves in the mind.
i want to apologize
Expressing a desire to apologize to those disappointed by my actions.
to all the people that i've let down
Acknowledging the weight and impact of my past actions.
the weight of my actions will not realize
Realizing consequences may not be fully understood until death.
until im six feet underground
Recognizing the gravity of actions upon reaching death.
so sad that everybody dies
Reflecting on the inevitability of death for everyone.
it happens to all of us at some point in time
Death is a universal experience that befalls everyone.
and one day i will have to drop this facade
Anticipating the need to face reality and one's fears.
and admit that i have a fear of god
Admitting to having a fear of God.
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