I Devise My Own Demise
Crafting Fate's End: A Reflection on Life's Unraveling
Lyrics
I can't control everything
I acknowledge that I cannot control everything.
And I can't forget just what I've seen
I cannot forget the experiences and memories that have shaped me.
These memories take me away
Memories have a powerful impact on me, transporting me mentally.
To a better place than I am today (that I am today)
I yearn for a better place, a state of being superior to my current one.
I devise my own demise
I am actively planning my own downfall or destruction.
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
Cheers to life, which I feel I am losing or failing to fully experience.
I devise my own demise
I am deliberately orchestrating my own demise.
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
Cheers again to life, but with a sense of losing it.
It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
It is time to both welcome and bid farewell.
To fade away, fade away alone (motherfucking goodbye!)
To gradually disappear, perhaps in solitude and frustration.
I just want you to take, take me back home (thake me back home)
I desire to return home, seeking comfort and familiarity.
To a better place that I've never known(that I never know)
A desire for a place of solace and happiness that is unknown to me.
I devise my own demise
I am actively planning my own downfall or destruction (repeated).
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
Cheers to life, which I feel I am losing or failing to fully experience (repeated).
I devise my own demise
I am deliberately orchestrating my own demise (repeated).
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
Cheers again to life, but with a sense of losing it (repeated).
I can't control everything
I acknowledge that I cannot control everything (repeated).
And I can't forget just what I've seen
I cannot forget the experiences and memories that have shaped me (repeated).
These memories take me away
Memories have a powerful impact on me, transporting me mentally (repeated).
To a better place than I am today (than I am today)
I yearn for a better place, a state of being superior to my current one (repeated).
I devise my own demise
I am actively planning my own downfall or destruction (repeated).
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
Cheers to life, which I feel I am losing or failing to fully experience (repeated).
I devise my own demise
I am deliberately orchestrating my own demise (repeated).
Here's to life-the life I'm losing
Cheers again to life, but with a sense of losing it (repeated).
this life I am losing
Expressing the feeling of losing or not fully living this current life.
This life I am losing
Reiteration of the idea of losing or not fully experiencing life.
This life I am losing
Continued emphasis on the sense of losing or failing to fully live.
This life I am losing
Repeating the theme of losing or not fully engaging in life.
I devise my...own demise
Continuation of the act of planning one's own demise.
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