Lyrics
If we all live to die what’s the point of living anyways
If life leads to death, what's the purpose of living?
Hoping when it happens, we don’t descend but levitate
Hoping to ascend rather than descend when death occurs.
Hopefully a better place but maybe it’s a cliche people say
Expressing a desire for an afterlife, acknowledging it may sound cliché.
In the heat of that situation
Referring to a challenging situation or moment.
Of you crying in their face
Describing a poignant scene of someone crying.
Death is ugly and uncomfortable
Death is depicted as unpleasant and awkward.
Like the coffin and the clothes that they put you in
Comparing death to the discomfort of a coffin and burial clothes.
When you lying stiff what happens to your consciousness
Questioning what happens to consciousness after death.
I wish I had a direct line wanna call my friends
Expressing a wish for a direct connection to friends.
If you know me you know the word friends is ill fitted
Acknowledging a different perspective on friendships.
Imma little different
Highlighting individuality or uniqueness.
I mean I haven’t had like too many yet
Not having many friends yet.
But especially in moments of glory and success
Reflecting on the scarcity of close relationships in moments of success.
Imma miss y’all until my motherfucking death
Expressing deep connection and the inevitability of missing friends.
Tell stories to my kids about how both of y’all were legends
Planning to share memories of friends with future generations.
Man I promise won’t forget you
A commitment to remembering and honoring friends.
Never my brothers
Never forgetting friends, specifically named Errol Glowaki.
Errol Glowaki you’ll survive by your name
Emphasizing Errol Glowaki's enduring legacy through his name.
Aidan Donovan you’ll survive by your name
Similar sentiment for Aidan Donovan, emphasizing legacy through name.
You'll survive by your name
Reiteration of surviving through one's name.
The fucked up thing bout it is it wasn’t supposed to happen like this
Expressing frustration at the unexpected nature of events.
I got moments where I could swear I’m psychic
Claiming moments of psychic intuition.
You were so close my bro, you could almost touch it
Highlighting the proximity to success or fulfillment.
Speaking of it, shouts to them Militia brothers
Shoutout to comrades or close friends in the Militia.
Shit, Uncle E it was running on 2 years that we didn’t even speak
Reflecting on a strained relationship with Uncle E.
Half of that was on you half was on me
Shared responsibility for the strained relationship.
Where to begin my motherfucking g
Pondering where to start addressing issues with Uncle E.
The fact that I found out 11 months after
Discovery of information about Uncle E 11 months later.
Does it even really matter, shit I missed your funeral
Questioning the significance of the timing of finding out.
Didn’t call your mama didn’t get to send her flowers
Expressing regret for missing Uncle E's funeral.
How I found out I had to google your name
Finding out about Uncle E's death through an online search.
Cuz them texts kept bouncing back
Difficulty in communication due to bounced text messages.
Imagine that
Expressing surprise or irony at the situation.
Bro I'm heart broken than you left without a notice
Expressing emotional pain at the sudden loss of a friend.
But shit, Polish people don’t sweat
Stating resilience in the face of adversity.
I’ll never forget man that first day we met
Recalling the memorable first meeting with a friend.
At Earl Sweatshirt in Chicago at the metro
Specific memory of meeting at an Earl Sweatshirt concert.
Helping me light my joint up, you the best
Acknowledging a friend's assistance in a casual setting.
I was like ahh this dude wants a hit but na
Initial misinterpretation of friend's intentions.
You just wanted to help and that’s it
Recognizing a friend's genuine desire to help.
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