devil on my doorstep
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Chaos and RedemptionLyrics
Now let me tell you about my story
Introduction to the narrator's story
How I usually spend my days
Describing typical daily activities
In the mirror looking clearer stacking up the waste of my time
Reflecting on wasted time and self-image in the mirror
Where do I go where do I start
Expressing uncertainty about the direction in life
I have no rhythm have no plan
Feeling lacking in rhythm and planning
Feel like a month of a week passed damn
Sense of time passing quickly
Standin' in a world war full of posters
Amid a chaotic world with war references
Were people are painting your roads
People influencing the narrator's path
Man I dream about those monsters
Dreaming about monsters and past experiences
I still see my toaster, competing my roaster
Reflecting on possessions and challenges
Everything is aight I got my god damn shoulders
Finding solace in personal strength
My possessions lost control I eat confessions that I stole
Losing control over possessions and confessing
Lookin' on my dreams who I wanna be
Contemplating dreams and aspirations
Permitting through a hole
Metaphorical journey through a hole
Everybody's got clocks but nobody's got the time
Reflection on the scarcity of time
Everybody gives no fuck
Observing societal apathy
We still dream of being fine
Despite challenges, aspiring for success
Waking up everyday with the devil on my doorstep in tha paradise
Everyday struggle with challenges represented by the devil
I'm livin' manipulating and counseling
Living life with manipulation and counseling
It's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alri-ight
Optimistic reassurance of a better future
Waking up everyday with the devil on my doorstep in tha paradise
Continuation of the daily struggle with the devil
I'm livin' manipulating and counseling
Adapting to challenges with manipulation and counseling
It's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alri-ight
Reiteration of optimism for the future
Wasting time on scrubbing plates and dusting that never get's clean
Frustration with unproductive tasks
Honk, honk I'm in my hectic zone
Entering a hectic zone with challenges
Were the lights never turn green
Stuck in a situation where progress is slow
After all, after hours, after gratitude
Reflecting on time, work, and gratitude
I'm visualizing dry beats and clean sheets
Visualizing a peaceful, creative space
But my mama says to keep goin' on (Keep going on)
Mother's advice to persevere despite challenges
You have a lot to lose and fear
Awareness of potential losses and fears
But you'll just keep going strong (Going strong)
Commitment to staying strong despite difficulties
I wanna be present for every note
Desire to be fully present in life
Kill the devil in my throat
Expressing the desire to overcome inner struggles
But it's so hard it make me
Acknowledging the difficulty in overcoming challenges
Damn you made me choke
Frustration and feeling choked by difficulties
Yeah that's how it's going,
Acceptance of the challenging reality
Turn the lights out
Seeking peace and darkness for rest
I wanna sleep in peace
Yearning for peaceful sleep
That's what the night's about
Embracing the essence of the night
Fuck chances, I just wanna have control
Desiring control over life and choices
Make advances, live today and chasing goals
Aspiring to make progress and pursue goals
Devil on my doorstep tryna be so nice to me
The constant presence of challenges symbolized by the devil
Why can't I just be left alone it's hard for me to breathe (Yeah)
Frustration with a desire for solitude
Waking up everyday with the devil on my doorstep in tha paradise
Reiteration of the daily struggle with the devil
I'm livin' manipulating and counseling
Living life with manipulation and counseling
It's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alri-ight
Optimistic reassurance of a better future
Waking up everyday with the devil on my doorstep in tha paradise
Continuation of the daily struggle with the devil
I'm livin' manipulating and counseling
Adapting to challenges with manipulation and counseling
It's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alri-ight
Reiteration of optimism for the future
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