Lyrics
Staring at the roof leaks
Contemplating issues or problems, represented by roof leaks.
Cigarette smoke in the air
Surrounded by a sense of discomfort or tension, indicated by cigarette smoke in the air.
There's a hole still in the back wall that I've meant to fix for years
An unresolved issue (metaphorically a hole) in the speaker's life that has been neglected for an extended period.
I'm not a loser, least I hope not, shit I think I need some air
Expressing self-doubt about personal worth, possibly needing a break or fresh perspective.
Try to catch my breath since eighteen, hope you're on my team when I'm not there
Seeking support and understanding, especially during challenging times since the age of eighteen.
As I've been losing sleep, I keep thinking of the faces I've been seeing in my dreams
Struggling with insomnia, reflecting on faces seen in dreams, possibly representing important people or experiences.
I think it means something, a catalogue of people maybe I was meant to meet
Interpreting dreams as significant, suggesting a catalog of people destined to be encountered.
Bring back all the good shows, staying at home, guess I'm stuck this year
Yearning for the return of enjoyable experiences, but feeling confined at home.
Throw me through the window, burn the candle from both ends this year
Expressing a desire for excitement and intensity, willing to take risks.
Staring at the table, all the bills that I can't pay this year
Facing financial struggles and responsibilities represented by unpaid bills.
I'm still just an asshole
Acknowledging personal flaws or mistakes, maintaining self-awareness.
Dig a new hole to lay in this year
Seeking a new start or escape from current difficulties.
I don't wanna keep coming home, if it means that you'll be gone
Expressing reluctance to return home if it means encountering absence or loss.
I don't wanna keep coming home, if things aren't gonna change this time
Resisting returning home unless there's a promise of positive change.
I don't hate it
Despite challenges, not harboring hatred towards the situation.
Bring back all the good shows, staying at home, guess I'm stuck this year
Reiterating the desire for enjoyable experiences and expressing a sense of being stuck.
Throw me through the window, burn the candle from both ends this year
Embracing intensity and challenges to break monotony.
Staring at the table, all the bills that I can't pay this year
Facing the reality of financial burdens and unpaid bills.
I'm still just an asshole dig a new hole to lay in this year
Acknowledging personal shortcomings and the need for a fresh start.
I don't wanna keep coming home, if it means that you'll be gone
Reluctance to return home if it means facing a loved one's absence.
I don't wanna keep coming home, if things aren't gonna change this time
Resisting returning home unless there is a promise of meaningful change.
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