Lyrics
Thoughts in my mind are frozen like a glacier
Feeling mentally stuck, unable to progress, like a frozen glacier.
I'm contemplating life denying my nature
Reflecting on life and rejecting inherent qualities or instincts.
Is it a test from God, a test from my savior
Considering challenges as a divine test, possibly from God or a savior.
Cuz if it really is He wont like my behavior
Expressing concern that one's behavior might displease God.
I'm too scared to come out
Fearful of revealing one's true self.
I wanna scream and shout
Desire to express emotions, but the fear holds back.
I wanna live my life
Wishing to live authentically.
Under the open skies
Yearning for a life free and open.
I do believe that man
Believing that individuals have the right to question their existence.
Has the right to wonder why
Pondering the purpose of human existence.
Wonder why he's put on this earth
Questioning the reason for being on Earth.
To try and submerge
Trying to suppress emotions or desires.
His feelings for a guy
Struggling with feelings for someone of the same gender.
I often ask myself
Reflecting on the difficulty of personal efforts.
Why do I even try
Expressing frustration and doubt about personal efforts.
I'm too stained for these holy water heights
Feeling unworthy of spiritual purification.
Holy water heights
Repetition emphasizing the concept of holy water heights.
Holy water heights
-I lie to myself just so I can please you
Lying to oneself to please others.
Cure me from this sickness if that's what you really do
Seeking healing from a perceived sickness.
Pull me through
Seeking renewal and transformation.
Make me new
-Redo
-Don't deny me
Repetition emphasizing the plea for purification and sanctification.
Purify me
-Sanctify me
-Please
-Don't deny me
-Purify me
-Sanctify me
-Please
-Don't deny me
-Purify me
-Sanctify me
-Please
-I do believe that man
Repetition of earlier themes related to self-doubt and the struggle with identity.
Has the right to wonder why
-Wonder why he's put on this earth
-To try and submerge
-His feelings for a guy
-I often ask myself
-Why do I even try
-I'm too stained for these holy water heights
-Holy water heights
-I gotta know why you God
-Would do this to me
-I try to pray the gay out
-Is something wrong with me
-This is my struggle
-This shits a puzzle
-I don't why you would place this hurt on me
-I do believe that man
-Has the right to wonder why
-Wonder why he's put on this earth
-To try and submerge
-His feelings for a guy
-I often ask myself
-Why do I even try
-I'm too stained for these holy water heights
-Holy water heights
Reiteration of the concept of holy water heights.
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