You Don't Even Deserve This Song
Shattered Silence: Unveiling the Emotional Turmoil in 'You Don't Even Deserve This Song'
Lyrics
I can't see straight anymore
I am emotionally disoriented and unable to think clearly.
After what you've done to me
You have caused significant harm or betrayal to me.
These thoughts inside my head
I am grappling with disturbing thoughts in my mind.
Sometimes I wish I was dead
At times, I wish for an escape or release from the pain, even contemplating death.
But I'm too afraid...
Fear prevents me from taking drastic actions.
Hateful thoughts inside my head
I harbor negative and resentful thoughts internally.
No one hears the screams but me
My struggles and suffering go unnoticed by others; I bear them alone.
They fester and wail
These emotions intensify and express themselves loudly within me.
I've waited too damn long
I have endured this pain for an extended period.
To get this off my chest
I've been holding back my feelings for a long time.
But it's now or never
The time has come to express my true emotions.
Got to tell you how I really feel
I must convey my genuine feelings to you now.
And I know that there are ways
There are more effective ways to communicate my thoughts.
Better ways to get my point across
Alternate methods exist to convey my message more effectively.
And I know that this is the way
This is the method I chose, reflecting emotions from a distant past.
That I felt so long ago
My current feelings echo those from a long time ago.
You fucked up my head
Your actions have profoundly affected my mental state.
Are you happy?
I question whether you derive satisfaction from this.
Do you regret what you did?
Do you feel remorse for your actions?
I won't ever feel the same
The way I perceive things and relate to you has changed irreversibly.
My innocence is lost...
I have lost my innocence due to the impact of your actions.
Did this ruin your day?
Did the consequences of your actions negatively affect you?
Because it ruined my year
The impact on me has been profound, lasting for an entire year.
I hope you take this to your grave
I wish for you to carry the weight of your actions with you forever.
I don't even know what to say anymore
I struggle to find appropriate words to express my feelings.
But you shouldn't treat people the way
You should treat people with more kindness and empathy.
The way you have been
Your current behavior towards others is unacceptable.
And I know that there are better ways
There are more tactful ways to communicate my emotions to you.
To tell you how I feel
The scars left by your actions are too deep to fully heal.
And I know that these scars are too deep to ever truly heal
These emotional wounds may never fully recover.
And I know you fucked up my head
Your actions have significantly impacted my mental well-being.
Are you happy?
I question whether you derive satisfaction from this.
Do you regret what you did?
Do you feel remorse for your actions?
I will scream out to this room
I will express my pain and frustration openly to the world.
What have I got to lose?
I have nothing left to lose, so I will share my anguish with the world.
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