insomniac
Embracing Shadows: Pasteldrip's Insomniac Chronicles
Lyrics
I just need a cure
I desire a solution or remedy
Even if it's slow
Even if the solution is gradual
Nothin' I would know
There's nothing I am certain about
Rotten to the bone
Deeply troubled or corrupted at the core
Bullet to my dome
An imminent danger or threat to my existence
Got to let it go
Must release or relinquish something
But I don't want to go
Reluctance to part with something important
I don't want to go back there for you
Refusing to return to a past situation for someone
Shut up, don't talk to me
Request to stop communicating or interfering
Please just leave me alone
A plea for solitude
Shut up, shut up, shut up, yeah!
Strong emphasis on the desire for silence
Told myself, told myself
Self-affirmation to convince oneself that everything is fine
That it's all okay
Acceptance of a situation as okay
Let it burn, watch it burn, burning all away
Letting something destructively burn away
Scared to throw myself into the flames
Fearful of fully committing to a challenging situation
Bet you hate me, bet you fuckin' hate me
Belief that others harbor strong resentment
Everything, yeah
A general statement encompassing everything
Everything I did, yeah
Regret or acknowledgment of all actions
Everything, yeah
A repetition of acknowledging everything
Everything I did was wrong, and it breaks me
Admitting wrongdoing and the emotional toll it takes
Yeah it fuckin' breaks my heart
The painful impact of admitted mistakes
But I just need a cure
Reiteration of the need for a remedy
Even if it's slow
Emphasizing the acceptance of a slow solution
Nothin' I would know
Uncertainty about the current situation
Rotten to the bone
Deeply troubled or corrupted at the core (repeated)
Bullet to my dome
An imminent danger or threat to my existence (repeated)
Got to let it go
Must release or relinquish something (repeated)
But I don't want to go
Reluctance to part with something important (repeated)
I don't want to go back there for you
Refusing to return to a past situation for someone (repeated)
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