Lyrics
This life is agony
This life is filled with intense suffering and pain.
Suffering
Expressing the experience of enduring hardship.
Physical pain, distress
Referring to physical agony and mental distress.
Isolation
A sense of being alone and cut off from others.
Wallowing in my own self hatred
Immersed in self-loathing and misery.
Only one thing takes this pain away
There is only one way to alleviate this pain.
Viscous cycle of the disease
Describing an unending and repeating pattern of a debilitating condition.
Standing over my own grave
Symbolizing a state of impending death or despair.
Malnourished, yellow eyes
Physically weakened with jaundiced eyes.
And collapsed veins
Physical deterioration evidenced by collapsed veins.
Sepsis caused by abscesses
Sepsis resulting from the formation of pus-filled cavities.
Face covered in sores
The face is covered in painful, ulcerated wounds.
Violently spewing vomit forth
Violent expulsion of vomit, possibly reflecting the severity of the condition.
Sacrificing everything
Choosing to give up everything, possibly for relief.
Praying for death
Expressing a desperate wish for death.
Living to escape the sickness
Existing solely to escape the ongoing suffering.
This is hell
Describing the current situation as a living hell.
Constantly dreaming of my death
Frequently dreaming of the end and freedom from pain.
And the last time I’m in pain
The pain is a daily, unending experience.
Everyday
Emphasizing the persistent nature of the suffering.
Dark and ominous
Describing the atmosphere as dark and foreboding.
Always the same
Stating that the situation is unchanging and repetitive.
The only thing
Highlighting that the only constant is the individual.
That has changed
Indicating a lasting transformation within the person.
Is me
Stressing a permanent alteration in the self.
Forever
Concluding with a sense of enduring perpetuity.
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