I Choose
Choosing Shadows: Patrick LaDon's Raw Confession of Lies and Pain
Lyrics
Aye I'm not grinding for nothin'
Expressing determination not to work without purpose.
The pain hurts but I act like it's nothin'
Enduring pain but pretending it doesn't affect.
She want money but I gotta get somethin'
Desire for money while needing personal gain.
Ain't nothin' in life for free
Highlighting the absence of free things in life.
Can we come to a agreement
Suggesting negotiation or compromise.
I felt chastise this felt like punishment
Feeling rebuked or punished, akin to chastisement.
Just look in my eyes I told some many lies
Having told many lies, evident through eyes.
I can tell you the Truth but I choose To Lie
Choosing to lie despite the ability to tell the truth.
Nothing personal I swear it's just business
Claiming impersonal motives, separating business from personal.
I can tell you the Truth but I choose To Lie
Reiterating the choice to lie instead of truth-telling.
Finesse everybody but I have feelings
Admitting to finesse but acknowledging emotions.
I can tell the truth but I just choose to lie
Continuing the pattern of choosing dishonesty over truth.
More pressure I just need to apply
Seeking to apply more pressure, possibly to achieve goals.
I can tell you the Truth but I choose to Lie
Reaffirming the preference for lying despite knowing the truth.
Sometimes I cry when I think of my daughter
Admitting to emotional vulnerability regarding one's daughter.
Miscarriage never had the carriage to call her mother I lied to a lot and said I loved them
Confessing about lying concerning affection towards others.
And said wanted be with them
False declarations of wanting a relationship.
Or Maybe perhaps I'm evil But once was good But broke bad gave out so many signals Red flags
Reflection on a transition from good to bad, manipulating situations.
Them never catching on because I had tha bag
Using wealth to avoid detection of negative traits.
Making them all sign contracts
Enforcing agreements through contracts, possibly for personal benefit.
Let's Concentrate on the sins I partake
Focusing on personal wrongdoings or sins.
I find love then I running away I guess I'm fake
Acknowledging a pattern of avoiding love or commitment.
All I cared about was diamonds teeth
Valuing materialistic possessions over deeper connections.
I feel like everybody beneath me
Feeling superior to others, considering them beneath oneself.
I got robbed Forgiato's gone
Experiencing a robbery involving specific possessions.
Got robbed in my own home
Being a victim of a robbery within one's residence.
I paint pain it's insane how my brain Operates at a high rate I try to create A Positive Message but I battle with my mental
Struggling to convey positive messages due to mental battles.
Sometimes aggressive I'm aggravated
Experiencing moments of aggression and agitation.
The life Joseph Mcvay
Referencing a life of being told about widespread dislike.
I was always told I was hated by so many
Consistent with a narrative of being disliked by many.
Aye I'm not grinding for nothin'
Reiterating determination not to work without purpose.
The pain hurts but I act like it's nothin'
Enduring pain but pretending it doesn't affect.
She want money but I gotta get somethin'
Desire for money while needing personal gain.
Ain't nothin' in life for free
Highlighting the absence of free things in life.
Can we come to a agreement
Suggesting negotiation or compromise.
I felt chastise this felt like punishment
Feeling rebuked or punished, akin to chastisement.
Just look in my eyes I told some many lies
Having told many lies, evident through eyes.
I can tell you the Truth but I choose to Lie
Choosing to lie despite the ability to tell the truth.
Nothing personal I swear it's just business
Claiming impersonal motives, separating business from personal.
I can tell you the Truth but I choose To Lie
Reiterating the choice to lie instead of truth-telling.
Finesse everybody but I have feelings
Admitting to finesse but acknowledging emotions.
I can tell the truth but I just choose to lie
Continuing the pattern of choosing dishonesty over truth.
More pressure I just need to apply
Seeking to apply more pressure, possibly to achieve goals.
I can tell you the Truth but I choose To Lie
Reaffirming the preference for lying despite knowing the truth.
Comment