SNST BLVD

Despite the passage of time, there are still text messages on my phone.

I have evidence that she was attempting to take control of my life or essence.

There are still clothes at my home from a period when things were difficult for me.

Reflecting on a time when I faced challenges and difficulties.

Reference to a dreamcatcher on a person's thigh, possibly symbolizing protection or the attempt to ward off negative experiences.

Describing a period in life that turned into a prolonged and distressing nightmare.

It has been so long since I recognized or understood myself.

Emphasizing a sense of disconnection or absence from oneself.

Expressive sound, possibly indicating a sigh or a deep breath.

Mention of Sunset Boulevard, which may symbolize a challenging or transformative experience.

Expressing the difficulty of loving someone in the context of Sunset Boulevard.

Using substances to numb or escape emotional pain.

Describing summer nights as emotionally cold or challenging.

Rolling up Bible quotes, possibly suggesting seeking spiritual guidance or solace.

Referring to oneself as a holy ghost, indicating a spiritual or emotional state.

Engaging in self-prayer, possibly for personal strength or guidance.

Highlighting the awareness of someone praying for personal wealth, potentially indicating a materialistic focus in relationships.

Reiteration of Sunset Boulevard, emphasizing the challenges of the experience.

Repeating the difficulty of loving someone in the context of Sunset Boulevard.

Continuing the theme of using substances to numb emotional pain.

Describing emotionally cold summer nights.

Repeating the act of rolling up Bible quotes, seeking spiritual comfort.

Reiterating the self-identification as a holy ghost, suggesting a spiritual or emotional state.

Continuing the theme of self-prayer, this time for personal wealth.

Expressing a desire for one's soul to be ignited or illuminated.

Describing a feeling of being drained of life.

Repeating the desire to set the soul alight.

Reiterating the desire to set the soul alight.

Repeating the feeling of being drained of life.

Reiterating the desire to set the soul alight, emphasizing a nightmarish experience.

Expressing the ongoing desire to set the soul alight.

Reiterating the desire to set the soul alight, with a specific mention of a nightmare.

Reflection on the difficulty of realizing that one's efforts in a relationship may not be reciprocated.

Expressing the realization that despite giving one's all in a relationship, the other person may not do the same.

Acknowledging the challenge of investing deeply in a relationship where the other person does not reciprocate.

Highlighting the difficulty of dealing with an unequal investment in a relationship.