Lyrics
How's it already the first of November?
Expressing surprise at the swift passage of time, specifically noting the arrival of November.
Why won’t the calendar ask for permission
Questioning why time moves forward without seeking permission, possibly reflecting a desire for control over life's pace.
So that I can remember
Expressing a wish to remember past feelings and experiences.
How it felt when I wasn’t under the weather?
Reflecting on a time when the speaker was not feeling physically or emotionally unwell.
And I’m all alone in my bed again
Describing the loneliness experienced while physically alone in bed.
I’m all alone in my head again
Highlighting the solitude and introspection happening within the speaker's mind.
I’m sleepin’ all the time
Indicating a high amount of sleep, potentially as an escape or coping mechanism.
Yet there’s one thing on my mind
Despite sleeping, there's a persistent concern or thought on the speaker's mind.
Will I wake to depression all the time?
Expressing a fear or expectation of waking up to a state of depression consistently.
Watch me go down the road
Anticipating a path leading to perpetual loneliness.
Where I'm destined to be alone forever
Acknowledging a perceived destiny of eternal solitude.
So I can write sad songs forever
Stating an intention to write sad songs indefinitely, perhaps as a form of catharsis.
Eventually dying of heartache
Conveying a sense of despair, envisioning death resulting from intense emotional pain.
I’ll eventually die of heartache
Reiterating the expectation of eventual demise due to heartache.
"A genuine way to go"
Quoting a phrase that suggests a genuine or sincere way to face life's challenges.
And I’m still alone in my bed again
Repeating the theme of loneliness while physically alone in bed.
I’m still alone in my head again
Reiterating the solitude and contemplation occurring within the speaker's mind.
I’m sleepin’ all the time
Continuing to emphasize excessive sleep as a possible coping mechanism.
Yet there’s one thing on my mind
Despite sleep, there remains a persistent concern or thought on the speaker's mind.
Will I wake to depression?
Expressing a recurring fear or expectation of waking up to depression.
Will I wake to depression?
Repeating the question, emphasizing the ongoing concern about waking up to depression.
Will I wake to depression all the time?
Reiterating the fear or expectation of consistently waking up to depression.
Mmm... mmm...
Concluding with a non-verbal expression, perhaps indicating a heavy emotional state.
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