The Beginning to the End
Navigating the Abyss: Paulie WooWoo's Reflection on Life's Struggles
Lyrics
Look Why
Expressing curiosity or questioning
Do I feel alone all the time
Feeling consistently lonely
When I got thirty people
Sense of isolation despite having people around
Waging wars in my mind
Battling internal conflicts and thoughts
Explanation to nowhere
Feeling lost with no clear explanation
Or why I am feeling this way
Questioning the reasons behind emotional state
I will be fine I am ok
Asserting self-assurance and optimism
Are the only words
Limited vocabulary to express emotions
That I can find to say
Struggling to find adequate words
When I am screaming inside
Internal emotional turmoil
When I just want a sip
Desire for escapism through alcohol
Can I please take a swig
-Can I please have a glass
-The right amount
-To fall down on my ass
-And forgot who I'm now
Identity crisis and attempts at self-deception
And who I was then
-Floating down this road
-Trying to play pretend
-I've considered my options
Realization of a deceptive friendship
You are not my friend
-It's the beginning to the end
Acknowledging the start of a difficult phase
Had a hold of my soul
Struggling with the grip of a negative influence
And you would not let go
-It's the beginning to the end
-I was wasting time
-While you were taking mine
-It's the beginning to the end
-Now I've learned to move on
-Still hard to carry on
-It's the beginning to the end
-Now I'm a lonesome soul
-On a lonely road
-It's the beginning to the end
-Finally
Reflecting on overcoming addiction
Over one year sober
-Why does it all feel
-Like my life's still over
-Why does it all feel
-Like I can't go further
-My brain won't snap
-I'm just one step closer
-To ending it all
-If things don't get better
-But you know what they say
-Birds fly in any weather
-And I'll stay strong
-And look calm on the outside
-Staring at me
-Still Dead on the inside
-Walking down this road
Visual description of a desolate state of being
Looking like a man who's half dead
-I've been alone in my head
-Yeah
-It's the beginning to the end
Repetition of the theme of overcoming challenges
Had a hold of my soul
-And you would not let go
-It's the beginning to the end
-I was wasting time
-While you were taking mine
-It's the beginning to the end
-Now I've learned to move on
-Still hard to carry on
-It's the beginning to the end
-Now I'm a lonesome soul
-On a lonely road
-It's the beginning
Emphasizing the persistent nature of challenges
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