Lyrics
She's in the room I hear her breathe
Observing someone's presence in the room and acknowledging their existence through the sound of their breath.
My head is just a fucking mess
Expressing mental turmoil and confusion, describing the state of the speaker's mind.
There's no way that I fall asleep
Difficulty in falling asleep, suggesting a restless or troubled state of mind.
I sell my charm to pay my rent
Desperation leading the speaker to trade personal charm for financial survival, highlighting economic struggles.
I see her smile but I can feel
Noticing a smile from the person but sensing a lack of genuine connection or friendship.
Acting like she was my friend
Perceiving a disconnect as the person acts as if they are a friend, possibly portraying a facade.
Maybe she's in love with me
Considering the possibility that the person may have romantic feelings but is unaware of the speaker's true identity.
But can't see who I really am
Reflecting on the difficulty of being truly known by others, even if they express love or affection.
All my friends
Introducing a recurring theme of the speaker's friends wanting the person out of the house, indicating a desire for separation.
Want you out of the house
Expressing a collective wish of the speaker's friends to remove the person from the speaker's life.
Head so high
Describing a state of confidence or arrogance, symbolized by a high head.
Pay me cash
Suggesting a transactional nature where payment is expected, possibly for the speaker's charm.
Get a piece of my charm
Describing the exchange of personal charm for financial gain.
Lost myself going under
Acknowledging a sense of losing oneself, possibly to external pressures or influences.
Wish for roses but I know
Expressing a desire for positive outcomes (roses) but expecting disappointment or hardship (stones).
A bunch of stones is what I get
Receiving undesirable outcomes, metaphorically represented as a bunch of stones.
Her eyes pulling me further down
Describing the person's eyes as a force pulling the speaker into a deeper emotional state.
Her arms pulling me in my bed
Highlighting physical intimacy with the person, pulling the speaker into bed.
She wishes to be in the cloud
Expressing a desire to be in a blissful or carefree state, possibly contrasting with the speaker's struggles.
Took some time to understand
Taking time to comprehend the complexities of the speaker's emotions and situation.
Maybe I'm in love she hopes
Suggesting the person's hope for a romantic connection with the speaker but uncertainty about the speaker's true self.
But don't know who I really am
Reflecting on the challenge of being truly understood by others, even if there are romantic feelings.
All my friends
Reiterating the theme of friends wanting the person out of the house.
Want you out of the house
Continuing the collective desire of friends to remove the person from the speaker's life.
Head so high
Reinforcing the idea of the speaker's head held high, possibly in pride or defiance.
Pay me cash
Emphasizing the transactional nature, with a demand for cash in exchange for the speaker's charm.
Get a piece of my charm
Repeating the theme of exchanging charm for financial gain.
Lost myself going under
Reiterating the feeling of losing oneself, possibly to external pressures or influences.
All my friends
Repeating the collective desire of friends to remove the person from the speaker's life.
Want you out of the house
Continuing the theme of friends wanting the person out of the house.
Head so high
Reemphasizing the state of the speaker's head held high, possibly symbolizing pride or arrogance.
Pay me cash
Reiterating the transactional nature, with a demand for cash in exchange for the speaker's charm.
Get a piece of my charm
Repeating the theme of exchanging charm for financial gain.
Lost myself going under
Reiterating the feeling of losing oneself, possibly to external pressures or influences.
All my friends
Reemphasizing the collective desire of friends to remove the person from the speaker's life.
Head so high
Reiterating the state of the speaker's head held high, possibly symbolizing pride or arrogance.
Pay me cash
Reiterating the transactional nature, with a demand for cash in exchange for the speaker's charm.
Lost my self
Concluding with a statement about losing oneself, suggesting a profound sense of identity crisis or internal conflict.
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