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Yearning in Melodies: Exploring the Depths of Solitude and Connection
Lyrics
I'm getting sick of California dreaming
Feeling tired of idealizing a perfect life in California
The grass is green but it's wearing on my mind
The appealing exterior doesn’t alleviate mental strain
It's not that hard baby I know what you're thinking
Understanding your thoughts isn’t difficult
Because a friend like that isn't hard to come by
Having a good friend isn’t a rare occurrence
Thats why
Explaining why
I want to know
Curiosity about
How it feels
Desiring to experience
To be alone
Being solitary
In a time like this
In such an unusual period
So unreal
Feels incredibly surreal
On your phone
Detached or distant via phone communication
I'm not here
Physically absent
I am
Emotionally present despite absence
I'm getting sick of wearing out my sneakers
Getting tired of using up energy for mundane tasks
Mowing the lawn feels like an awful bore
Menial chores becoming extremely tedious
I hear your heart, babe it's louder than the speakers
Sensing intense emotions, possibly louder than external stimuli
I'll hold your hand as were waling through the store
Offering support while doing everyday things
What for
Questioning the purpose
I want to know
Seeking to understand
How it feels
Wishing to comprehend
To be alone
Isolation in this particular context
In a time like this
In an unusual period
So unreal
Feels incredibly surreal
On your phone
Being distant or unreal through phone communication
I'm not here
Physically absent
I am
Emotionally present despite absence
I'm finding all I
Discovering everything I
Want to know what I
Desire to understand what I
Can not decipher
Cannot interpret or comprehend
I'll try it next year
Will attempt in the future
Will I decide to
Deciding if I will
Get on the flight then
Take a journey then
A chance to see you
A prospect of meeting you
I never know when
Uncertainty about timing
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