I Don't Know How to Love Him
Embracing Confusion: Love's Transformative Power
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I don't know how to love him.
I am unsure about how to express love towards him.
What to do, how to move him.
I am uncertain about the actions or gestures that might capture his affection.
I've been changed, yes really changed.
I have undergone a significant transformation, a real change in myself.
In these past few days, when I've seen myself,
Recently, as I reflect on my own actions, I've noticed a profound change.
I seem like someone else.
My current demeanor makes me feel like a different person.
I don't know how to take this.
I am unsure how to handle or respond to the situation.
I don't see why he moves me.
I don't understand why he has such an emotional impact on me.
He's a man. He's just a man.
He is just a man, a human being.
And I've had so many men before,
Despite having experiences with many men before,
In very many ways,
I have encountered them in various ways and situations.
He's just one more.
He is simply another person in that regard.
Should I bring him down?
Should I bring him down emotionally?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I express my emotions loudly and passionately?
Should I speak of love,
Should I talk about love and reveal my true feelings?
Let my feelings out?
Should I openly share my emotions?
I never thought I'd come to this.
I never anticipated reaching this point in my emotional journey.
What's it all about?
I'm questioning the meaning and purpose of it all.
Don't you think it's rather funny,
Isn't it ironic that I find myself in this emotional state?
I should be in this position.
It's unexpected for me to be in this particular situation.
I'm the one who's always been
I, who have always been composed and rational,
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,
not easily fooled by love, find myself in a vulnerable position.
Running every show.
I have been in control of every situation until now.
He scares me so.
His presence intimidates and unsettles me.
I never thought I'd come to this.
I never expected to be in this emotional state.
What's it all about?
Once again, questioning the meaning of it all.
Yet, if he said he loved me,
However, if he were to confess his love for me,
I'd be lost. I'd be frightened.
I would feel lost and frightened.
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
I wouldn't be able to handle it, unable to cope.
I'd turn my head. I'd back away.
I would instinctively turn away, avoiding the situation.
I wouldn't want to know.
I would prefer to remain ignorant of his feelings.
He scares me so.
His presence and emotions instill fear in me.
I want him so.
Despite the fear, I desire him.
I love him so.
Despite the confusion and fear, I love him deeply.
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