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Regrets Unveiled: Seeking Redemption in a Tumultuous Past
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I'm not proud of this life I live
I feel regretful and ashamed of the way I live.
But I can't take back the things I did
I cannot undo the actions I've taken in the past.
I just wish that I could move on
I wish to move forward and leave behind my past.
And forget about all of it
I want to forget all the negative experiences.
Can I erase the mistakes
I want to eliminate the errors that are evident in my life.
That seem to be written all over my face
Mistakes seem to be apparent in my appearance.
Can I ever forgive myself
I wonder if I can forgive myself for disappointing those I care about.
For letting everyone I care about down
I feel guilt for letting down everyone I love.
I wish that I could turn back the hands of time
I desire to reverse the passage of time to correct my life's mistakes.
To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life
I want to fix everything that is currently wrong in my life.
I wish I could go back to the good times
I long for the times when I didn't ruin everything.
When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life
I regret the choices that led to ruining my life.
I wish that I could turn back the hands of time
I wish for a chance to correct past mistakes.
To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life
I want to address the current issues in my life.
I wish I could go back to the good times
I yearn for the times when I didn't cause harm.
When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life
I regret the actions that led to ruining my life.
There's too many reasons why I can't be loved
I believe there are too many reasons for me to be unloved.
So I'll keep pushing everyone away
I push people away because of these reasons.
Find something pathetic to place my blame
I find something insignificant to blame for my problems.
So I can fake that I'm okay for another day
I pretend to be okay to mask my struggles.
I'm tired of wasting away
I'm tired of deteriorating and wasting my life.
I'll never be okay, so don't lie and say
I will never be okay, so don't pretend otherwise.
Tomorrow's a brand new day
False assurances of a new day won't change my pain.
When tomorrow will bring the same pain
Tomorrow will bring the same suffering.
Tell me what you want to hear
Ask me what you want to hear, and I'll deceive you for your sanity.
And I'll lie to keep you sane
I can pretend that everything is fine.
I can pretend everything's okay
I maintain a facade so others can witness my decline.
So you can watch me slowly sink
Allowing others to see me slowly falling apart.
I wish that I could turn back the hands of time
I wish for an opportunity to correct past mistakes.
To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life
I want to address the current issues in my life.
I wish I could go back to the good times
I yearn for the times when I didn't cause harm.
When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life
I regret the actions that led to ruining my life.
I wish that I could turn back the hands of time
I wish for a chance to correct past mistakes.
To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life
I want to address the current issues in my life.
I wish I could go back to the good times
I yearn for the times when I didn't cause harm.
When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life
I regret the actions that led to ruining my life.
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