Lyrics
I used to sit up and pray for days
The speaker used to spend extended periods praying.
Now I'm living in better days
Currently, the speaker is living in improved circumstances.
Thinking back to when you were my light of day
Reflecting on a past time when someone was a source of happiness and inspiration.
Had me tripping and sipping I lost my ways
The person caused the speaker to lose their way, possibly through indulgence in substances.
Yeah I lost my ways
Emphasizes the loss of direction or values due to the influence of the person.
But I'm feeling alright now I'm out the days
The speaker is now feeling fine after overcoming a challenging period.
And I realized that you had just come to play
Realization that the person in question was not sincere and only wanted to play games.
But I gotta say
The speaker is about to express a significant point.
Yeah I gotta say
Reinforces the upcoming expression of an important thought.
Where oh where do you go when I need you the most now
Asking where the person goes when the speaker needs them the most.
I need you the most now
Reiterating the urgent need for the person's presence.
I don't know what to do when I'm all on my own now
Expressing uncertainty about how to handle situations when alone.
I'm all on my own now
Emphasizing the current state of being alone.
Fuck it up
An expression of frustration or disregard for consequences.
Fuck it up
-You say I'm the one who's gonna fuck it up
Attributing the responsibility of ruining things to the speaker.
But you are the one who keeps running from
Pointing out the other person's tendency to avoid facing problems.
All of the issues that we're facing
Highlighting the challenges or conflicts in the relationship.
And I don't got no patience nah
Expressing a lack of tolerance for the issues.
I can't even fake it nah
Unable to pretend or tolerate the problems.
The problems you making god
Blaming the person for creating difficulties.
You got me tweaking
The person's actions are causing emotional distress.
You got me clocking that i can do better
Realization that the speaker deserves better, prompting a decision to move on.
So I'm gonna move on and I'll find me another
The speaker intends to find a new, more suitable connection.
Cuz word to my mother I'm starting to suffer
The speaker is experiencing suffering as a consequence of the troubled relationship.
From all of this trouble
Acknowledging the presence of ongoing problems.
I stay in my bubble
The speaker is keeping a distance, staying within their own emotional space.
You tear me apart and I'm hit by the rubble
The emotional pain caused by the person's actions is compared to being hit by debris.
That shit's on the double
The negative impact is swift and intense.
I can not recover
The speaker is unable to recover alone from the emotional damage.
At least not alone
Highlighting the need for support from others in overcoming the difficulties.
And you got me saying
Beginning the repetition of the question about the person's whereabouts.
Where
Reiterating the plea for the person to be present during challenging times.
Where do you go when i need you the most now
-I need you the most now
Repeating the feelings of being lost and uncertain when alone.
I don't know what to do when I'm all on my own now
-I'm all on my own now
Restating the current state of being alone.
Hey
A casual interjection, possibly indicating frustration or disbelief.
Where oh where do you go when I need you the most now
Repeating the urgent need for the person's presence during difficult times.
I need you the most now
-I don't know what to do when I'm all on my own now
Reiterating the uncertainty and challenges faced when alone.
I'm all on my own now
-Hey
Continuing the plea for the person to be present during times of need.
Where oh where do you go when I need you the most now
-I need you the most now
Repeating the feelings of being lost and uncertain when alone.
I don't know what to do when I'm all on my own now
-I'm all on my own now
Affirming the current state of being alone.
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