Lyrics
I let you down today
I failed you today
The day the calendar's a palindrome
The day is a palindrome on the calendar
With each second reflecting back around
Each second reflects back around
Mm-hm, now that I know that I let you down
Realization of letting you down sinks in
No, it's not mine to mourn
I shouldn't mourn; it stems from embarrassment
No, it's just born of this embarrassment
The feeling is born out of embarrassment
An' it's been bearable, but it all compounds
It has been bearable, but the burden adds up
Mm-hm, now that I know that I let you down
Recognition of compounding mistakes
And now that I know that you changed your mind
Awareness of your change of mind
Now I know you won't rely on me anymore
You won't rely on me anymore
I know you can't confide in me anymore
You can't confide in me anymore
I know you won't say "Hi" when you see me around
You won't acknowledge me when we meet
Now that I know that I let you down, hey
Reflecting on letting you down
Thunder lives under my brain
Turmoil and unease in the mind
And the bugs above now circulate
Anxiety and thoughts circulating like bugs
So I alternate between the sounds
Alternating between different sounds
Mm-hm, now that I know that I let you down
Recognition of compounding mistakes, again
I wanna let these years away
Desire to let the past years fade away
I know it's time we let these leaves turn red
Time to accept change, represented by turning leaves
But I can't let this season lead me out
Resisting letting the current situation lead to an end
Oh, now that I know that I let you down
Reflection on the impact of letting you down
Oh, now that I know that you changed your mind
Acknowledgment of your changed perspective
Now I know you won't rely on me anymore
You won't depend on me anymore
I know you can't confide in me anymore
You can't share your thoughts with me anymore
I know you won't say "Hi" when you see me around
No more casual greetings from you
Now that I know that I let you down
The weight of letting you down persists
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