Dull
Embracing Shadows: Navigating the Depths of Inner Turmoil
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Like a dull pain in my head
Feeling a persistent, lingering discomfort or unease in the mind.
Buried by my fantasies and
Overwhelmed by unrealistic desires and dreams.
Crowded by old memories
Haunted or filled with various recollections from the past.
I can't isolate the disease
Unable to identify and address the source of the emotional pain.
So it spreads
The emotional distress continues to spread without resolution.
Like a dull ache in my heart
Experiencing a lingering emotional pain in the heart.
Just one thought starts to spark
A single thought triggers a cascade of doubt and uncertainty.
A raging fire of doubt
The doubt intensifies, growing into a formidable internal struggle.
No juice to put it out
No energy or motivation to overcome the doubt and uncertainty.
'cause my creative wells are dry
Creative inspiration is lacking, a result of mental stagnation.
From mental drought
Suffering from a period of creative drought and emptiness.
Looks like a dull night by myself again
Facing a seemingly uneventful night alone.
And I got no money and no girlfriend
Financial and romantic challenges contribute to isolation.
And I'm thinking too much
Excessive and obsessive thinking, leading to mental distress.
And I'm making pretend
Engaging in imaginary scenarios to escape reality.
Inventing problems and despair to wallow in
Creating problems and despair as a form of self-indulgence.
It's pretty dumb
Acknowledging the foolishness of self-inflicted emotional pain.
Like a dull knife in my back
Feeling betrayed or hurt, akin to a dull knife in the back.
I'm my own worst enemy
Being one's own worst adversary, contributing to personal struggles.
This war inside of me
An ongoing internal conflict causing repeated harm.
Keeps on taking the same casualty
The internal battle consistently leads to the same negative outcome.
But now I'm ready to launch a counter-attack
A decision to confront and counter the internal struggles.
Yeah!
An expression of readiness to overcome personal challenges.
(Yeah! Right)
A skeptical or sarcastic response to the preceding declaration.
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