Nightmare
Embracing Shadows: Pinksqueeze's Haunting Journey Through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I'm a nightmare
I am a source of fear or distress.
And I don't know when I'm waking
I am unsure when I will feel alert or aware.
It's a cold call first thing in the morning
Receiving an unexpected, unwelcome phone call early in the day.
Right now all I can do is stay in
Currently, I can only remain indoors or inactive.
Put my clothes on
Getting dressed.
Don't forget the smile hun
Reminder to put on a fake smile.
Just fake it
Suggesting the need to pretend or act differently than true feelings.
And I'm covered in blood
Symbolic reference to a state of distress or guilt.
On my hands I face and under my nails
Feeling guilty or responsible for something, evident in physical signs.
This bad taste in my mouth won't give in
A persistent unpleasant sensation or memory.
How can I embrace my skin
Questioning self-acceptance or comfort in one's own skin.
And wait for happy to kick in
Waiting for a positive emotional state to set in.
And wait for happy to kick in
Repetition emphasizing the longing for happiness.
Feel stupid
Feeling foolish or regretful.
Don't know what I'm thinking
Uncertainty about one's thoughts or decisions.
I can't talk no one really gets it
Difficulty expressing thoughts as others may not understand.
And right now all I can do is stay in
Continuing to remain isolated or inactive.
I dreamt it
Having a dream or vision.
Where is the intuition huh
Questioning the absence of instinct or understanding.
Feel worthless
Feeling without value or significance.
Can't even look in the mirror
Avoiding self-reflection due to negative self-perception.
Suffocate all my mistakes
Suffering the consequences of past errors or regrets.
This bad taste in my mouth won't give in
Reiteration of an enduring unpleasant memory or experience.
How can I embrace my skin
Continued struggle with self-acceptance.
And wait for happy to kick in
Anticipation of a positive emotional state to develop.
And wait for happy to kick in
Repeated anticipation of happiness.
Wait for happy to kick in
Emphasizing the prolonged wait for happiness to manifest.
Wait for happy to kick in
-Wait for happy to kick in
-Wait for happy to kick in
-Wait for happy to kick in
-And wait for happy to kick in
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