Lyrics
My mind was ruined early on
Early experiences had a detrimental impact on my mental state.
By a grown-up man with a siren song
An adult man with a deceptive charm negatively influenced me.
My heart was the next to tarnish
My emotions were the next to be affected, becoming tarnished.
Unaware of the surrounding darkness
I was oblivious to the darkness surrounding me.
I never was quite the same
I underwent a significant change in my personality.
He forced my hand and he broke my brain
Coerced actions and mental distress caused lasting damage.
And then the inkling began to grow
A sense of suspicion or doubt started to develop.
My hands moved on their own
My actions seemed involuntary or beyond my control.
Some nights were worse than others
Some nights were particularly difficult and suffocating.
I began to feel smothered
Feelings of being overwhelmed began to surface.
I grew up and now I know
Maturity brought awareness, recognizing your vile nature.
You're vile and you're on your own
A declaration of the antagonist's isolation and negative character.
You're a mad scientist and I'm breaking out the lab
Comparing the antagonist to a mad scientist, breaking free from their influence.
Won't you enlighten me on how it feels to be so sad?
Requesting insight into the intense sadness experienced by the antagonist.
You're a mad scientist and I'm breaking out the lab
Reiteration of breaking free from the antagonist's influence.
Won't you enlighten me on how it feels to be so sad?
Repeating the request for understanding the antagonist's profound sadness.
I'll respect my elders until they're wrong
Commitment to respecting elders until they prove to be wrong.
I'll watch my mouth and my tone
Expressing vigilance in communication and behavior.
I'll make no trouble, I swear
Promising to avoid causing trouble.
They think you're harmless but I'm scared
Awareness that others perceive the antagonist as harmless, while feeling scared.
You're a mad scientist and I'm breaking out the lab
Reiteration of breaking free from the antagonist's influence.
Won't you enlighten me on how it feels to be so sad?
Requesting an explanation for the profound sadness experienced by the antagonist.
You're a mad scientist and I'm breaking out the lab
Repeating the theme of liberation from the antagonist's control.
Stop hurting me maybe I'm going mad
An appeal to stop causing harm, acknowledging the possibility of descending into madness.
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