Ambulads
Unspoken Bonds: Piss Machine's Ambulads Chronicles Mutual Obligations
Lyrics
I didn't make a conscious choice
I did not intentionally choose this situation.
To go this long without your voice
I did not plan to go for such a long time without hearing from you.
It's not that we can't
It's not that we are incapable.
It's just the we don't
It's just that we choose not to.
Don't make the time
We do not allocate time for each other.
This is our mutual obligation
This is a shared responsibility between us.
It's nearly five years in the making
It has been almost five years in the making.
And I must stress that when I left
I want to emphasize that when I left, it wasn't to escape from you.
It wasn't you that I was running from
My departure had reasons other than avoiding you.
Not every person in my past
Not everyone from my past was trying to hinder my progress.
Was trying to hold me back
Some people from my past were not holding me back.
I didn't make a conscious choice
I did not consciously decide to be without communication for so long.
To go this long without your voice
I did not plan to endure this prolonged silence.
It's not that we can't
It's not that we are unable to communicate.
It's just the we won't
It's just that we choose not to communicate.
Won't make the time
We refuse to make time for each other.
You only need to ask for half the way
You only need to ask for half the effort in the relationship.
You only need to ask they would say the same
If you ask, others would say the same about me.
I didn't make a conscious choice
I did not consciously choose to be in this situation again.
I didn't make a conscious choice
I did not make a deliberate choice to repeat this situation.
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