I Don't Matter at All
Embracing Change: Pkew Pkew Pkew's Journey to Matter
Lyrics
I'll be running
I commit to continuous effort.
I'll be running every day of my life 'til I know you're safe
I will persistently work to ensure your safety.
And all my money
All my earnings are dedicated to you.
Every single penny I make will be yours to take
I am willing to share everything I make with you.
'Cause I can't sit back and be lax anymore
I can no longer be passive or indifferent.
I can't just hope all my problems will go and solve themselves
I won't rely on the hope that problems will resolve on their own.
Or wait for somebody else
I won't wait for others to take action.
I've made my choice and I'll see it through
I've made a decision and will follow through.
You're not a burden on me
You're not a burden, but am I burdensome to you?
But am I a burden on you?
Questioning if my presence is a challenge for you.
There's more I can do
I realize there's more I can contribute.
'Cause every now and then I get reminded
I occasionally realize that I feel insignificant.
That I don't really matter at all
Expressing a sense of not mattering.
And every time I wave
Every time I greet or acknowledge.
Every other day
Frequently, but not consistently.
I want you to know I know
Acknowledging awareness of feeling insignificant.
And I wanna change
Expressing a desire for personal change.
My indiscretions
Reflecting on personal mistakes or errors.
What if I work real hard?
Contemplating the possibility of undoing past actions through hard work.
Can I take it all back?
Questioning the potential for reversing past mistakes.
And if you trust me
Building trust and commitment to doing what's right.
If you trust me to do what's right I know we'll make it last
Believing that trust will lead to a lasting relationship.
'Cause I can't sit back and be lax anymore
I won't be complacent anymore, despite having support.
I got a lot of people who will help me but I won't help myself
Acknowledging support but recognizing the need for self-help.
Or anyone else
Not willing to help myself or others despite available support.
I've made my choice and I'll see it through
Firm commitment to follow through on a decision.
I don't know what I'm doing but I know I can do it for you
Uncertain about the path but willing to endure for you.
But just for you
Emphasizing the commitment is solely for you.
'Cause every now and then I get reminded
Reiterating the occasional realization of feeling insignificant.
That I don't really matter at all
Reiterating the feeling of not mattering.
And every time I wave
Repeating the acknowledgment of one's own insignificance.
Every other day
Frequent but inconsistent expressions of acknowledgment.
I want you to know I know
Reaffirming the awareness of feeling insignificant.
And I wanna change
Expressing a persistent desire for personal change.
'Cause every now and then I get reminded
Reiterating the occasional realization of feeling insignificant.
That I don't really matter at all
Reiterating the feeling of not mattering.
And every time I wave
Repeating the acknowledgment of one's own insignificance.
Every other day
Frequent but inconsistent expressions of acknowledgment.
I want you to know I know
Reaffirming the awareness of feeling insignificant.
And I wanna change
Expressing a persistent desire for personal change.
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