Hive Mind
Embracing Shadows: A Descent into Inner Struggle
Lyrics
Don't have the strength or reason to open my eyes today
Feeling too weak or lacking motivation to face the day
I'm just holding on holding on holding on to a world that's grey
Clutching onto a dull, uninspiring world
On and on and on this shadow comes crawling at me
Continual and persistent feeling of darkness approaching
All I can utter are my words of truth, "Go away!"
Expressing a desire for the negativity to disappear
Now this shadow is a plague that is found within
The negativity is an internal issue
It's an entity that pushes me further back again
An internal force pushing the individual backward
Hear me now, I am drowning
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated
I am coming into a place that is between worlds
Transitioning between different realities or mental states
Entranced in a state of paralysis
Feeling stuck in a state of inability to move or act
Can't feel the others around me
Unable to connect with others emotionally
Scared and alone; torn apart from myself
Feeling scared, isolated, and fragmented internally
Losing touch with reality, friends, and family
Losing connection with reality and close relationships
I am truly on my own
Sense of complete isolation and detachment from others
The manipulator I've become
Recognizing one's role in manipulating situations
Trapped now to conquer all
Feeling trapped and compelled to overcome challenges
I'm a vessel raped for the sake of the hive
Being used as a tool for a collective or powerful entity
Now I'm a pawn
Reduced to a mere instrument or tool
For seeking a massacre
Desiring destruction or devastation
Bathed in soot and smoke
Feeling tainted and corrupted
Am I truly a joke
Questioning one's own significance and value
Fled purgatory with a parasite
Escaping a state of limbo with a damaging influence
Now I'm the shadow that will blanket the world in night
Transformed into the negative force affecting the world
The manipulator is an entity that reeks of jealousy
Identifying the manipulator as jealousy personified
It reeks of jealousy, it's all a fallacy
Recognizing the manipulator's deception and falsehood
Hell or high water I will defeat this
Determined to overcome challenges regardless of difficulty
Hell or high water I will defeat this
Reiterating determination to overcome obstacles
So cold it's hard to breath
Feeling emotionally numb and frozen
I can't speak with my own words
Losing the ability to communicate effectively
Save me from drowning
Pleading for rescue from overwhelming circumstances
Disheartened hopeless thoughts I feed
Feeding negative thoughts that diminish hope
Please someone help me
Begging for assistance and support
Please someone help me
Repetition of the plea for help
Forgetting who I truly am
Losing one's sense of identity
I'm just a silhouette of myself
Feeling like a diminished version of oneself
Cloaked in evil
Feeling obscured by negativity and malevolence
The world that's seen through my eyes
Disliking the perception of the world
I've grown to despise
Developing hatred toward the world despite internal truth
Despite who I truly am inside
Despite inner goodness, succumbing to external negativity
The manipulator is an entity I can't shake
Struggling to rid oneself of the manipulative force
Please someone burn me
Expressing extreme desperation for liberation through burning
Please someone burn me
-Please someone burn me
-Please someone burn me
-Please someone burn me
-I fucking hate you motherfucker
Intense anger and frustration towards the manipulative force
I told you to get out
Commanding the manipulative force to leave
I wasted too much time on you
Regret for investing excessive time in the manipulative force
Extract this force that causes suffering
Desiring the removal of the source of suffering through fire
The flames are just beckoning
-Extract this force that causes suffering
-The flames are just beckoning
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