Heart Is a Debt
Debt of the Heart: Navigating Love's Changing Tides
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It feels a lot like saying goodbye
Expressing a sensation similar to bidding farewell.
Don't draw it out, love it's bleeding me dry
Advising not to prolong the pain of love, as it is emotionally draining.
Last month I spent a week with my heart in New York
Recalling a recent experience of being emotionally invested in New York for a week.
In LA it changed, you feel so much further than ever before
Noting a change in feelings in Los Angeles, perceiving distance in the relationship.
I watched the lines all blur and fall between
Observing the blurring and fading of lines between expected and actual life paths.
The places that I thought I'd wanna be
Reflecting on places once desired, now questioning their appeal.
With you, it changed in me
Highlighting a personal transformation influenced by the relationship.
And every day I'm wanting more and more
Expressing an increasing desire for more in the relationship.
My heart's a debt that you cannot afford
Describing the emotional burden of love as a debt that the partner cannot handle.
To leave, would that be worse
Pondering if leaving the relationship would be a more challenging situation.
It feels a lot like anxiety rising
Comparing emotional struggle to anxiety that is intensifying.
You said it at the start, still I find it surprising
Acknowledging a forewarning from the beginning but still finding the emotional impact surprising.
I talk of faith, my faith's insecure
Expressing uncertainty and insecurity about personal faith and commitment.
I give you everything, I'm just asking for her
Offering everything in the relationship and seeking reciprocation.
I watched the lines all blur and fall between
Reiterating the theme of blurred lines and shifting desires.
The places that I thought I'd wanna be
Revisiting the idea of changing preferences in desired locations.
With you, it changed in me
Emphasizing a personal change influenced by the relationship.
And every day I'm wanting more and more
Expressing an escalating desire for more in the relationship.
My heart's a debt that you cannot afford
Reiterating the emotional burden of love as an unaffordable debt.
To leave, would that be worse
Questioning if ending the relationship would result in a more challenging situation.
And all I know is it's not nothing
Acknowledging that the situation holds significance and is not trivial.
It feels a lot like this could be something
Sensing the potential for a meaningful connection or relationship.
It feels a lot all the time
Highlighting the constant emotional intensity experienced.
All the time
Stressing the ongoing nature of the emotional experience.
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