Lyrics
Lost
Feeling lost or directionless
Stuck in your ways
Being trapped in established habits or mindset
With nothing to say
Experiencing a lack of meaningful communication
But a prayer
Expressing oneself through prayer
So I guess
Acknowledging a decision to move on
I'll go on my way
Choosing to proceed on Christmas day
On christmas day
Being empty-handed or lacking resources
with nothing to spare
Having nothing to give or share
But i'll still buy you all gifts
Despite the circumstances, still intending to buy gifts
To make the shoe fit
Attempting to fit into expectations
And not get in your ways
Avoiding causing problems or disruptions
Cuz i know
Recognizing one's differences and difficulty fitting in
I'll never fit in
Feeling alienated or not accepted
To your sunday dress
Being incompatible with a traditional or formal setting
It's not who i am
Rejecting societal expectations and being true to oneself
As the snow follows me home
Associating the journey home with loneliness
I'll end up alone
Anticipating ending up alone
Found myself when I
Discovering oneself after attempting to break free
Finally tried
Recognizing the need to unlearn false beliefs
To unlearn your lies
Referring to deceptive information
It's a hoax
Describing a feeling of deception or fraud
The sleigh bells are near
Noticing the arrival of Christmas symbols
And I feel so queer
Feeling strange or out of place during the festive season
traditions are gone
Noticing the disappearance of traditional customs
As the years flow by so fast
Reflecting on the swift passage of time
I feel nothing at last
Feeling a lack of emotional connection
And christmas is no more a cheer
Expressing a loss of the joy associated with Christmas
I hear down the hall that I've gone so downhill
Hearing criticism or judgment from others
Ohhh
Expressing frustration or despair
Throw me out
Desiring rejection or removal
Tear me down
Expressing a willingness to be torn down
As the snow falls down my face
Feeling out of place as snow falls
I feel out of place
Recognizing a sense of displacement
And yes i know that you will never change
Accepting the unchanging nature of someone else
I'll make amends and I'll go on my way
Seeking reconciliation and moving forward
Thanks for the gift but it's never the same
Expressing gratitude but acknowledging a lack of change
You look me dead in the eye with disgrace
Receiving a disapproving or judgmental look
Santa please gift me the one gift i need
Making a wish for personal acceptance
To not be thrown away
Desiring not to be disregarded or discarded
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