Lyrics
I confess I have not been myself lately
I admit that I haven't been myself recently.
And I can't tell if it's that or am I just that shitty
Uncertainty about whether my behavior reflects my true self or if I'm just inherently flawed.
Am I just that shitty?
Raising the question of personal worth or inherent flaws.
Please come here fill my void just be what I need
Seeking comfort and fulfillment from someone else to fill an emotional void.
I have lost everything that's built me to see
Having lost everything that defined and shaped the speaker's perception of reality.
See eye to eye with myself
Struggling to reconcile internal conflicts and self-perception.
I think it's getting the best of me
Feeling overwhelmed by personal struggles.
And you keep seeing the worst in me
Being perceived negatively by others, possibly due to personal challenges.
I feel so crowded but still lonely
Experiencing a sense of isolation despite being surrounded by people.
Cause I don't wanna, no I don't wanna stay
Expressing a desire to leave or escape from the current situation.
You want me so bad I know
Awareness of someone's strong desire for the speaker.
But I can't give you what you think you need from
Unable to fulfill the expectations or needs of the other person.
Me you'll take and take just go
Encouraging the other person to leave due to the speaker's inability to meet their needs.
Because I'm in love with someone else who
Being romantically involved with someone else who doesn't reciprocate the feelings.
Does not want me, so I need something bad for me
Seeking something harmful because of unrequited love.
But it tastes so sweet
Despite the harm, finding pleasure in the destructive behavior.
I think it's getting the best of me
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed by personal struggles.
And you keep seeing the worst in me
Continued negative perception from others despite internal conflicts.
I feel so crowded but still lonely
Feeling both crowded and lonely simultaneously.
Cause I don't wanna, no I don't wanna stay
Expressing a desire to leave or escape, emphasizing the reluctance to stay.
After all of it I'm empty, but it tastes so sweet After all of it I'm empty, but you taste so sweet After all of it I'm empty, but it tastes so sweet After all of it I'm empty, but I need something sweet
Repetition of feeling empty but finding something sweet in the emptiness, possibly referring to the bittersweet nature of destructive behavior.
I think it's getting the best of me
Reiteration of the impact of personal struggles on the speaker.
And you keep seeing the worst in me
Continued negative perception from others despite internal conflicts.
I feel so crowded but still lonely
Simultaneously feeling crowded and lonely.
Cause I don't wanna, no I don't wanna stay
Expressing a desire to leave or escape, reiterating the reluctance to stay.
Don't stay just go
Directly stating the desire for the other person to leave.
I just want you to stay
Expressing a conflicting desire for the other person to stay.
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