Lyrics
I don't wanna hang out with you
I want to avoid spending time with you
Cause the sky's been really gray
Because the atmosphere has been gloomy
I wish I could explain to you
I desire to convey something to you
But I don't know how to say that
But I struggle to find the right words
Sometimes all I can do
At times, my only recourse is to
Is hide inside my bedroom
Retreat into the confines of my bedroom
Maybe it makes sense to you
It may be logical for you
But it don't make sense to me
Yet, it doesn't make sense to me
God I wish that I could start new
I yearn for a fresh start
And turn out differently
To transform and be different
But sometimes all I can do
However, sometimes I'm constrained to
Is hide inside my head
Retreat into the recesses of my mind
A bedroom artist never tells their secrets
A secretive artist keeps their emotions hidden
A bedroom artist fills their paint cups with regrets
An artist in solitude drowns their palette in remorse
I love you and I mean it
Expressing genuine affection
I swear to god I do
I sincerely mean my love
It's alright you don't believe it
It's okay if you doubt it
I've got nothing to prove
I have nothing to prove
Sometimes I don't know how
Sometimes, I struggle to
To let anyone close
Allow anyone to get close
I'm sorry that I never called
I apologize for not calling
I've been feeling way too sad
I've been overwhelmed by sadness
I thought that I'd enjoy the fall
Anticipated enjoyment in the fall, but
But I've been feeling pretty bad
I've been feeling quite miserable
And sometimes I don't have the words
And sometimes, words elude me
A bedroom artist never tells their secrets
A secretive artist conceals their innermost thoughts
A bedroom artist fills their paint cups with regrets
An artist in solitude immerses themselves in regrets
It's not my fault oh, tell me that you won't forget
I'm not to blame; assure me you won't forget
A bedroom artist never tells their secrets
A secretive artist keeps their emotions hidden
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