Trauma
Unveiling Emotional Scars: Pretty Addicted's 'Trauma' Unearthed
Lyrics
I'll tell you what motherfucker I've been on my own every day since youth
I've been independent since my youth, facing life alone.
I carried your shit like a heavy weight, like a rotten tooth
I endured your burdens, akin to carrying a heavy and unpleasant load.
I bared the burden of a cowardly heart, of an empty word
I carried the weight of a cowardly heart and empty promises.
I've felt responsible for a life too long and it's me that's hurt
I felt responsible for a life for too long, causing harm to myself.
You never called me when I needed your help, when I needed love
You were absent when I needed your support and love.
I guess this thing is only one sided, now it's nothing, done!
The relationship appears one-sided now, devoid of meaning.
I pulled myself out of the gutter; I'll always remember your absence
I lifted myself from a difficult situation, always remembering your absence.
I'm sick to fuck of your excuses and this dynamic
Frustration with your excuses and the existing dynamic.
I'm exhausted being unable to express how you've fucked me up
I'm tired of being unable to express how your actions affected me.
For fear you might put a rope around your neck
Fear of expressing emotions due to concern for your well-being.
But it's a curse you've put upon me, you're grafted to my skin
Your actions are like a curse, deeply embedded in my life.
I feel like you're bound to me, forever an unwanted limb
Feeling bound to you, like an unwanted and everlasting attachment.
Where the hell were you when I cried my little eyes to sleep?
You were absent during my moments of distress.
When I didn't know where I'd fuckin' live?
When I didn't know where I would live, you were not there.
You left me alone even though I'd always looked after you
You left me alone despite my past care for you.
I'll never forget, I'll never forgive!
I won't forget or forgive your abandonment.
I've watched you break every promise you've made so don't make them
You consistently break promises, and I don't want empty assurances.
And I've felt the fall out; you can't help it
I've experienced the consequences of your actions; you can't control it.
You're just a fuck up through and through and I've been your cheerleader
You are inherently flawed, and I used to support you despite it.
I've given you the benefit of every doubt; who's the idiot now?
I gave you the benefit of the doubt; now, who is the fool?
Trauma!
Expressing the impact of the experience: Trauma!
thanks for the trauma!
Thanking for the trauma experienced.
thanks for the trauma!
Reiterating gratitude for the trauma, possibly with sarcasm.
thanks for the trauma!
Continuing to express thanks for the trauma endured.
trauma, trauma!
Repetition of the word "trauma" to emphasize the lasting impact.
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